Gillian Anderson: 'Ini handibvumirani zvachose netsika itsva'

Pahwindo uye muhupenyu, akawana mufaro, ruvengo, mhosva, kutenda, marudzi ese erudo - zverudo, madzimai, mwanasikana, hanzvadzi, ane hushamwari. Uye sirogani yeakateedzana yakamuita mukurumbira yakava chimwe chinhu senge credo: "Chokwadi chiri kune imwe nzvimbo padyo" ... Gillian Anderson anonzwa kuvapo kwechokwadi.

"Ndiri kushamisika kuti akareba sei?" Ndiyo pfungwa yakatanga kuuya mumusoro mangu pandakamuona achifamba kuenda kune imwe tafura yeChinese restaurant muCity of London yainge yakavharwa kwataive ndakamumirira. Kwete, akareba sei? Yangu ndeye 160 cm, uye anoita kunge mupfupi kupfuura ini. 156? 154? Zvidiki chaizvo. Asi neimwe nzira ... inoyevedza diki.

Hapana mairi kubva kune imbwa duku, iyo, sezvaunoziva, imbwa kusvika pakukwegura. Anotarisa chaizvo pazera rake 51, uye kuedza kumutsidzira hakuoneki. Chiyero chake chechokwadi hachioneki pachiratidziri: mumiririri wake Scully muThe X-Files, Dr. Milburn muDzidzo yeBonde, uye Margaret Thatcher pachake muThe Crown - mavara akasimba kudaro, hunhu hwakajeka zvekuti neimwe nzira hauna nguva yekuita. funga nezve data data Gillian Anderson.

Kunze, hongu, iyo chiseled Anglo-Saxon profile, yakakwana oval chiso uye isina kujairika ruvara rwemaziso - yakadzika grey ine brown freckles pairis.

Asi zvino, paanogara pamberi pangu nekapu, sezvaanozviisa, ye "purely English tea" (mukaka wokutanga unodururwa, uye chete ipapo tii pachayo), ndinofunga nezvekuderera kwake. Pamusoro pezvibatsiro zvazvinopa. Ichokwadi chokuti, zvichida, chero murume munharaunda yake anonzwa segamba, uye iyi ndiyo musoro mukuru wemukadzi uye muedzo wekushandisa.

Kazhinji, ndinosarudza kutanga nemubvunzo wakauya mupfungwa dzangu. Kunyange zvazvo, zvichida, mukadzi anopfuura makumi mashanu uye amai vevana vatatu, mukuru wavo atova nemakore makumi maviri nematanhatu, ane kodzero yekushamiswa naye.

Psychologies: Gillian, wakaroora kaviri, mubhuku rechitatu vanakomana vako vaviri vakazvarwa. Uye ikozvino wanga uri muhukama hunofadza kwemakore mana ...

Gillian Anderson: Hongu, yakareba kupfuura imwe neimwe yeroorano yangu yakagara.

Saka, ndinoda kuziva kubva kwauri - hukama muhukuru hwakasiyana sei nehwekare?

Mhinduro iri mumubvunzo. Nokuti vakura. Icho chokwadi chekuti iwe unotoziva chaizvo zvaunoda kubva kumunhu, uye wakagadzirira chokwadi chekuti achada chimwe chinhu kubva kwauri. Pandakarambana nababa vevakomana vacho ( muzvinabhizimisi Mark Griffiths, baba vevanakomana vaAnderson, Oscar ane makore 14 okukura naFelix ane makore 12 okukura.— Mupepeti. ), Imwe shamwari yakakurudzira kuti ndiite ndaza yezvandakanga ndaita. ndinoda kuona mune ramangwana mudiwa uye zvandinoda chaizvo kuzviona.

Yechipiri haina kukurukurwa. Yekutanga inodikanwa, pano iwe unogona kuita zvibvumirano. Ndiko kuti, kana iwe ukaona kuti munhu haaenderani, semuenzaniso, kune matatu mapoinzi kubva kune chaiyo inodiwa, iwe unogona kuve nehukama, asi iwe haungafari mavari. Uye iwe unoziva, kuunganidza aya rondedzero kwakandibatsira zvakanyanya pandakasangana naPeter Uye hongu, isu tave nemakore mana.

Ndakabatwa nekutya kukuru. Chokwadi inguva refu. Kubva pauduku

Uye chii chiri pane yako rondedzero yezvinosungirwa zvinodiwa pakutanga?

Kuremekedza nzvimbo yemunhu mumwe nemumwe wedu - mumuviri uye mupfungwa. Kazhinji, ndinoda kuti ikozvino mamwe maitiro adzikira muhukama hwaimbofanirwa kucherechedzwa. Somuenzaniso, ini naPeter hatigari tose. Misangano yedu inova chimwe chinhu chakakosha, hukama hunosunungurwa kubva kune tsika. Tine sarudzo - nguva yekuva pamwe uye kwenguva yakareba sei kubva.

Hapana mibvunzo yakadai: nhai Mwari, ko kana tikapararira, tichagovana sei imba? Uye ndinoda kuti ndinotanga kusuwa Peter kana tisina kuonana kwemazuva mashoma. Ndiani muwanano yakajairika anoziva izvi? Asi chinhu chinonyanya kushamisa kunakidzwa kwandinoita pandinoona bhurugwa nemasokisi zvakakandwa pasi mumba maPeter. Ndinotsika pamusoro pavo zvinyoronyoro, nekuti ndizvo - hooray! Harisi basa rangu kuita chimwe chinhu pamusoro pazvo.

Uye pandakasarudzirwa chinzvimbo chaThatcher mumwaka wechina weThe Crown, isu takabva tabvumirana pakupatsanurwa kwenzvimbo iyi: Ini handitarise script, handitaure nezve manyorerwo akaitwa, uye Peter anoita. kwete kukurukura kuita kwangu. Ndakazvisunungura pazvisungo zvandinofunga kuti ndezvokugadzira, zvakatemerwa kubva kunze. Kubva pazvisungo zvekusarudza.

Zvingori zvekuti imwe nguva kubva muhukama - makore mashoma, pamwe, uye izvi zvisati zvaitika ndakatama kubva muhushamwari kuenda kune hushamwari - yakave nemhedzisiro pandiri: Ndakanzwisisa kuti maitiro akashata ehukama hwandakapinda mauri aive chii. Uye nguva dzose - kubva kukoreji, pandakanga ndine hukama hwakakomba uye hurefu nemukadzi. Iyi maitiro haitomboenderane nekuti hukama hwacho ndehungochani here kana kuti ngochani.

Uye mune yangu, kwaingova kuti hupenyu hwedu hwakanga hwakabatana zvachose, para-capsule yakagadzirwa umo ini ndakazarirwa. Dzimwe nguva kuvhunduka.

Panic attack?

Eya, hongu, ndakatambura nokuvhunduka. Chokwadi inguva refu. Kubva pauduku. Dzimwe nguva vaidzoka ndatova munhu mukuru.

Unoziva here kuti chii chakavakonzera?

Zvakanaka… Ndine amai nababa vanoshamisa. Zvakanakisa - zvese sevabereki uye sevanhu. Asi akatsunga zvikuru. Ndakanga ndiri vaviri patakabva kuMichigan tichienda kuLondon, baba vangu vaida kudzidza kuLondon Film School, iye zvino vane post-production studio.

Chaizvoizvo ndakakurira muLondon, uye ipapo vabereki vangu vakatsunga kudzokera kuU.S.A., kuMichigan, kuGrand Rapids. Iguta rekukura kwakanaka, asi mushure meLondon, zvakaratidzika kwandiri sedunhu, zvishoma, zvakavharika. Uye ndakanga ndichiri kuyaruka. Uye zvaive zvakafanira kujairana nenzvimbo itsva, uye iwe pachako unoziva kuti zvakaoma sei kune wechidiki.

Munun'una wangu nehanzvadzi yangu vakazvarwa, kutarisirwa kwaamai nababa kwakaenda kwavari. Zvose zvaiva mandiri zvaipesana nenyika yakandipoteredza. Uye zvino ndakanga ndine mhete mumhino dzangu, ndakaveura bvudzi kubva mumusoro mangu muzvigamba, aniline pink Mohawk, hongu. Total nihilism, mishonga yese yaungawana. Handisi kutaura nezvehembe nhema chete.

Ndakanga ndiri punk. Ndakateerera punk rock, ndikapikisa nharaunda umo, muchirevo, ndinofanira kuedza kujoina - fuck imi mose, ndakasiyana. Tisati tapedza chikoro, ini neshamwari yangu takasungwa - takaronga kuzadza makiyi epachikoro ne epoxy kuitira kuti pasave nemunhu aigona kupinda mangwanani, murindi weusiku akatibata.

Amai vakaunganidza uye vakandikurudzira kuenda kuna chiremba wepfungwa. Uye zvakashanda: Ndakanzwa kuti ndakanga ndichiwana nzira yangu, kuti pfungwa yaiva yokuti ndakanga ndisinganzwisisi kwandinofanira kutamira, zvandakazviona ini uye kuti ndaiva ani mune ramangwana: kungova mugero wakasviba. Saka panic kurwisa. Baba vakabva vandikurudzira kuti ndive mutambi wemafirimu. Mupfungwa.

Sei nedzidziso, wanga usingadi?

Aiwa, aingoreva kuti munhu ane hunyanzvi kwazvo pamusoro pechitarisiko chake, anochikanganisa zvisina tsitsi, saka haatyi kuve akashata akashata kubva pakuona kwemaitiro anogamuchirwa, munhu uyu anogona kuzvarwa patsva. Ndakasvika kuamateur theatre muguta redu uye ndakabva ndangoziva: ndizvozvo.

Uri pachikuva, kunyangwe muchikamu chidiki, asi pfungwa dzakanangidzirwa pauri. Chokwadi, ndaida kutariswa kupfuura kujairana. Asi ndaifanira kudzokera kutherapy. Ndichiri kushanda paThe X-Files, semuenzaniso.

Asi nei? Kwaive kubudirira kwako kusingaite, basa rekutanga rakakosha, mukurumbira ...

Ehe, hongu, ndakaita rombo rakanaka kuti Chris Carter akasimbirira kuti nditambe Scully ipapo. Ndakanga ndichigadzirira kushanda muimba yemitambo, yainyanya kundifadza kupfuura cinema, uye zvakatonyanya TV. Uye ipapo rombo rakadaro!

Series ipapo yanga isiri izvo zvavari zvino - bhaisikopo chairo. David (David Duchovny - Anderson's X-Files partner. - Ed.) akanga atoita nyeredzi naBrad Pitt mumutambo we "California", akanga achigadzirira basa remufirimu wepamusoro uye akava Mulder pasina chido, asi ini ndakanga ndiri imwe nzira yakapoteredza: wow, hongu mubhadharo wangu mugore ikozvino wawanda kudarika vabereki vanowana pagumi!

Ndaive nemakore 24. Ndakanga ndisina kugadzirira kunetsana kwaidiwa neshoo, kana kuti chii chakazoitika. Pamusoro peseti, ndakasangana naClyde, aive mubatsiri wekugadzira mugadziri (Clyde Klotz - murume wekutanga waAnderson, baba vemwanasikana wake Piper. - Approx. ed.).

Takachata. Piper akaberekwa pa 26. Vanyori vaifanira kuuya nekutorwa kwevatorwa kweScully kuti vapembedze kusavapo kwangu. Ndakaenda kunoshanda mazuva gumi mushure mokusununguka, asi ivo vachiri kuda kunyora zvakare script uye ini ndichiri kupotsa purogiramu, yakanga yakaoma zvikuru - chikamu chimwe mumazuva masere. Uye zvikamu makumi maviri nemana pagore, maawa gumi nematanhatu pazuva.

Ndakatsemuka pakati pePiper nekutora firimu. Dzimwe nguva kwandiri zvaiita sekuti ndakanga ndava zvakare mugero dema iroro, ndichichema zvokuti vanodhirowa vakadzora makeup kashanu pashifiti, ndaingotadza kumira. Uye ini ndaive mutengesi - uyo ane mhosva yekutyorwa kwehurongwa, yekuwedzera nguva, yekukanganisa chirongwa. Uyezve, ndakanga ndakafuta.

Mhosva ndeimwe yezvinotiumba. Zvakanaka kusangana nazvo

Teerera, asi zvakajeka - wanga uine mwana ...

Wakangofanana nemwanasikana wangu. Nguva pfupi yadarika ndakaudza Piper nezvenguva iyoyo - manzwiro andakaita pamberi pake uye pamberi peboka: aigara akasiiwa uye kugadzirwa kwakakundikana. Uye iye, musikana wemazuva ano, akataura kuti kunzwa kwemhosva kunoiswa patiri nemaitiro echinyakare uye tinofanira kuzvibvisa nehutsinye ...

Nehutsika hutsva uhu, hunotaura kuti kunzwa kwemhosva kunoiswa, handibvumirani zvachose. Hongu, ini ndaive nemhosva: Ndakatyora chibvumirano, ndaida mwana, kuregedzera munhu wese pasi. Asi uhwu ndihwo hupenyu hwangu, handidi kuhupira nekuda kwenyaya. Zvokwadi zviviri zvichangosangana: chokwadi chezvido zvenhevedzano uye hupenyu hwangu.

Hongu, zvinoitika. Chokwadi chinoverengeka chinogona kupokana, asi izvozvo hazvitadzise chimwe nechimwe kubva pakuva chokwadi. Kubvuma izvi kuva munhu mukuru. Pamwe nekuzviongorora zvine hungwaru mumamiriro ezvinhu - ndaive ndakafuta chaizvo.

Zvino, uye makore ese aitevera ebasa muThe X-Files, ndakabvarurwa kubva kufirimu kumwanasikana wangu. Uye mwanasikana wangu akapedza hafu yehudiki hwake mundege se "mwana asina vanhu vakuru", kune boka rakadai revatakuri - akabhururuka kana kuna baba vake pandakaenda kunopfura, kana kwandiri kuti ndipfure. Zvose, zvakanga zvakaoma. Asi zvakadaro, ndinotenda kuti mhosva ndeimwe yeavo vanotiumba. Zvakanaka kusangana nazvo.

Uye ungada kusarura kuvana vako here?

Ndakafunga nezvazvo - kana zvakakosha kuvadzivirira kubva kuzviitiko zvinoshungurudza, edza kuvayambira pamusoro pezvikanganiso, nezvezviito zvavanozodemba zvechokwadi ... Mumakore achangopfuura, ndanga ndichisangana nePiper. Ane makore makumi maviri nematanhatu, asi haana kumbobvira abuda pamba pedu - pane imba yepasi ipapo, takamugadzirira imba ipapo. Uye saka iwe unoda, iwe unoziva, kutungamira - nechishuwo changu chekutonga. Asi ini ndakabatirira paHupenyu Hwake hupenyu hwake.

Uye hongu, handitendi kuti zvakakosha kudzivirira vana kubva kune zviitiko zvinorwadza. Mukoma wangu paakanga ava kufa, ndakaenda kwaari kuti ndinopedza mavhiki ake okupedzisira ndinaye. Uye Piper, aive 15, akafunga kusazvipira kuSkype ndokuenda neni. Vakomana painge pasisina, vaive vadiki. Asi Piper akasarudza kudaro. Aive padhuze naAaron, aitoda kumuoneka. Zvakare…

Iwe unoziva, ini handigoni kufungidzira kune rugare, kunyange, mumwe angati, kuenda kunofadza. Aaron aingova nemakore makumi matatu, aipedzisa dissertation yake ye psychology kuStanford, uyezve - cancer yeuropi ... Hongu, kuna amai, kuna baba, kwatiri tese yaive nhamo. Asi neimwe nzira… Aaron akakwanisa kutinyengerera kuti tibvumewo kusadzivirika.

Izvi ndizvo chaizvo zvakakosha kwandiri muBuddhism - zvinokukurudzira kuti usaratidzire kusapokana. Uye izvi hazvisi zvekuzvininipisa kwezuva nezuva, asi pamusoro pehuchenjeri hwakadzama - pamusoro pekusapedza simba pane izvo zvausingagoni kudzora, asi kuisa pfungwa pane izvo zvinoenderana newe. Asi isu tinofanira kuita sarudzo yerudzi urwu mazuva ese.

Unogona here kutiudza kuti ndeipi sarudzo yakanyanyokukoshera?

Dzokera kuLondon, hongu. Mushure memakumi maviri emakore muUSA. Pandakapedza kutora firimu mwaka mukuru weThe X-Files. Akarongedza uye akatamira naPiper kuenda kuLondon. Nokuti ndakaona: Ndaigara ndisina imba chaiyo. Handisati ndambonzwa kuti ndiri pamba kubvira ndiine makore gumi nerimwe, kubva patakabva pamba pedu paHarringey kuchamhembe kweLondon ... ipapo imba yekugezera yaive pachivanze, ungafungidzira here?

Ndaisanzwa ndakasununguka muGrand Rapids nevabereki vangu, kwete muChicago, kwete muNew York, kwete muLos Angeles. Ndakazongouya kuLondon. Nekudaro, ini handisi kuzotaura kuti handifarire America. Ndinoda. Pane zvakawanda zvinobaya mwoyo kutaura chokwadi mairi ...

Iwe unoziva, Goose Island, iyo pub muChicago kwandakashanda seweta mushure mechikoro chedhirama, yakadana rimwe redoro rake "Jillian." Mukukudzwa kwangu. Yaimbonzi Belgian Pale Ale, asi iye zvino yava kunzi Gillian. Iyo bheji yekuzivikanwa yakanaka senge Emmy kana Golden Globe, handiti?

Leave a Reply