Amai vangu pavakaziva kuti ndaiva nepamuviri pemwedzi mitatu, vakandibvunza kana ndakanga “ndaifara nokupfura kwangu kubva pasi”! Angadai akatenda kana ndikamuzivisa nezvemapurojekiti angu zvishoma…, akandiudza. Mwedzi mitanhatu yekupedzisira yenhumbu yangu yakazadzwa nezvipo zvemarudzi ese: manapukeni ekudzivirira, magirovhosi achiremba, jira jena rejira reapuroni yananny… Kudzivirira mwana asati aberekwa kubva kune tsvina yekunze ndicho chaiva chido chake.
Musi wandakasununguka, ini nemurume wangu takatumira vabereki vedu nevadikanwi vedu meseji yaitonhorera, yairatidza kuti taiva tava kuenda kuchipatara. Pakangoberekwa mwanasikana wedu Marie, takapedza maawa matatu tichifungisisa pamberi pake. Murume wangu akazoudza vabereki vedu. Akabva agamuchira kubva kuna amai vangu kunyomba kwakaguma nekusvika kwavo, nehasha, kuchipatara nepadivi pemubhedha wangu. “Ndinoshuva kuti dai mwanasikana wenyu achakuitirai zvimwe chetewo rimwe zuva, ndanga ndichitsenga ropa kwemaawa akawanda!” Akataura ari pachezvake asina kutarisa mwana wedu waakanga akabata mumaoko. Aida kuziva kuti ndaiva sei, ini, kana kuti perineum yangu, ndakatarisa zvakananga kwandiri uye nekuchenjerera kuti ndisatendeuke maziso angu kune imwe nzvimbo. Akabva avhura boka rezvipo "zvakachena": matauro emucheka, mabhibhi, magurovhosi edonje, uye teddy bear yakaputirwa mupurasitiki yaakataura kuti ndichengetedze. Akanga asati atarisa mwanasikana wangu.
Ndakabva ndanongedzera kamwana kangu ndikati “Mary uyu”, akabva andipindura mushure mekunge atarisa. “Zvinosetsa kuti tinovapfekedza ngowani. “ Ndikati "Waona here kuti akanaka sei?" "Uye akandipindura:" 3,600 kg, mwana akanaka, wakashanda zvakanaka. Ndakanzvenga maziso emurume wangu andainzwa kuti akanga oda kuputika. Zvino baba vomurume wangu vakauya pamwe chete nababa vangu nomunun’una wangu. Amai vangu, panzvimbo pokukumbanira mukusekesa kweboka, havana kukwazisa munhu upi noupi ndokuti: “Ndava kuenda, kunopenga kuva vakawanda kudaro mukamuri revana. Paakaenda, ndakaudza vanhu vose zvakanga zvichangobva kuitika. Baba vangu, vachinyara, vakaedza kundidzikamisa: maererano naye, yaiva manzwiro emadzimai aitaura! Unotaura ndaiva ndaremerwa nehana, mudumbu makaita mapfundo. Murume wangu chete ndiye airatidza kusafara kwangu.
“Amai vakauya kuchipatara sehasha vachipomera murume wangu mhosva yekusakurumidza kuvaudza. “Ndinoshuva kuti dai mwanasikana wenyu achakuitirai zvimwe chetewo rimwe zuva, ndave ndichitsenga ropa kwemaawa akawanda!” Akataura ari pachezvake asina kutarisa mwana wedu waakanga akabata mumaoko. “
Apo kushanya kwakamira, murume wangu akandiudza kuti akapotsa amudzinga asi akanga akadzikama nokuda kwangu. Akauya kumba kuzozorora uye ndakava nemanheru akaipisisa muupenyu hwangu. Ndakanga ndine mwana wangu pamusoro pangu uye shungu huru semvura inonaya pamusoro wangu. Ndakapinza mhino yangu mumutsipa make, ndichikumbira Marie kuti andiregerere pakusagadzikana kwangu. Ndakamuvimbisa kuti handaimbomuitira chibhakera chakadaro, kana kumbomurwadzisa zvandakanga ndichangobva kuitwa naamai vangu. Ndakabva ndafonera shamwari yangu yepedyo yakazama kudzikamisa shungu dzangu. Aida kudzivirira amai vangu kuti vasakanganisa zuva remufaro wandaive ndaita. Ndakatofanira kubvuma kuti zvainge zvakapfava, zvaitomurwadza kuti ndakava amai. Asi handina kubudirira. Hazvibviri kuenderera mberi uye kunyemwerera pahupenyu hutsva uhu hwakandimirira.
Mangwana acho, amai vangu vaida kuuya "pamberi pekushanyira", uye ndakaramba. Vakandikumbira kuti ndivaudze pandaiva ndega, asi ndakapindura kuti murume wangu akanga aripo nguva dzose. Aida kutora nzvimbo yake, neimwe nzira. Akanga asingakwanisi kumira sevamwe, panguva yekushanyira, uye asina nzvimbo inokosha yakachengetwa! Pakarepo, amai vangu havana kuzombodzokera kuchipatara. Mushure memazuva maviri murume wangu akamufonera. Akandiona ndapererwa, uye akamukumbira kuti andishanyire. Akapindura kuti akanga asina murayiro wokuwana kwaari uye kuti iyi nhau yakanga iri pakati pangu naye! Mhuri yese yakauya vakandidaidza, asi ndimai vangu vandaifarira ikoko, nemaziso ainyemwerera, muromo uzere nerumbidzo yemwana wangu wandaida. Handina kana kudya kana kurara, ndakatadza kuzvimanikidza kuti ndifare, ndakambundira mwana wangu ndichitsvaga makey mukupfava kwaro, uku ndichingonyura mukupererwa.
« Ndakatofanira kubvuma kuti zvainge zvakapfava, zvaitomurwadza kuti ndakava amai. Asi handina kubudirira. Hazvibviri kuenderera mberi uye kunyemwerera pahupenyu hutsva uhu hwakandimirira. “
Pandakasvika kumba, amai vangu vaida “kutumira” mudzimai wavo wokuchenesa kuti andibatsire! Pandakamuudza kuti ndiye wandaida ndakabva ndatukwa. Akandipomera mhosva yekuramba chero chinhu chakabva kwaari. Asi matauro etii, zvidziviriro, sipo, handina kuzokwanisa kuzvitora! Ndaingoda hug hombe, uye ndakanzwa sendave kutanga kusvotesa murume wangu nehutema hwangu. Aive akanditsamwira nekusafara naye uye aifunga kuti amai vangu vachamira rinhi kutikanganisa hupenyu hwedu. Ndakataura naye zvakawanda uye aiva nemoyo murefu. Zvakanditorera mavhiki akati kuti kuti ndienderere mberi.Asi ndakazosvika ikoko.
Ndakakwanisa kusiya amai vangu vari mumatambudziko, kuti vanzwisise kuti kwaiva kuzvisarudzira kweupenyu kwete kungosarudza kwavainge vasarudza musi wandakazvara. Aigaro sarudza zvisina kunaka, aiona zvakaipa pese pese. Ndakazvivimbisa kuti handaizorega huipi hwaamai vangu huchindibata zvakare. Ndakafunga nguva yese mufaro wangu wainge wakanganiswa neimwe pfungwa dzake ndikaona kuti ndainge ndamupa simba rakawandisa. Ndakakwanisawo kutaura izwi rekuti “huipi”, randaigara ndichifarira kupembedza, ndichiwana muna amai vangu marudzi ese ealibis akabatwa achichinjana muhuduku hwavo kana muhupenyu hwavo semukadzi. Ndinogona kuzvitaura nhasi: akaparadza kusununguka kwangu, akanga asingazivi kuva amai zuva iroro. Mwanasikana wangu achandituka nezvinhu zvakawanda zvinokura, asi chinhu chimwe ndechechokwadi: zuva rekuzvarwa kwake, ini ndichavepo, ndiripo, uye ndichave nechido chekuona chidiki chaachange agadzira uye. Ndicha. ndichamuudza. Ndichamuti “Waita zvakanaka mwana mudiki uyu. Uye pamusoro pezvose, ndichati mazvita. Ndinokutendai nekundiita amai, ndinokutendai nekundiparadzanisa naamai vangu, uye maita henyu mwana wangu.