Kuzvarwa kwaTéo, awa neawa
Mugovera Gunyana 11, i6 am Ndinomuka ndoenda kuchimbuzi ndodzokera kunorara. Nenguva dza7am, ndinonzwa kunge ndakatota zvangu pajama, ndinodzokera kuchimbuzi uye ikoko handichakwanisa kuzvidzora… ndinotanga kurasikirwa nemvura!
Ndinoenda kunoona Sébastien, baba vacho, ndovatsanangurira kuti tinogona kuenda. Anoenda kunotora mabag kumusoro ndokuudza vabereki vake vaivepo kuti tave kuenda kumaternity ward. Tinopfeka, ndinotora tauro kuti ndisafashamise mota, ndoita bvudzi rangu nepresto, tave kuenda! Colette, vamwene vangu vakandiudza vasati vaenda kuti vakanga vanzwa manheru, ndakaratidza kuneta. Tiri kuenda kuchipatara cheBernay… Tichakurumidza kuzivana ...
7h45:
Tichisvika kumaternity ward takasvikotambirwa naCéline nyamukuta anondisimbisa nekundimonitor. Mhedziso: ndiyo homwe yakaputsika. Ndine mazamu ekunonoka kubata pamuviri andisinganzwe, uye muromo wechibereko wakavhurika 1 cm. Kamwe kamwe, vanondichengeta, hapana chavanokonzeresa kusvika mangwana mangwanani, uye ndichapihwa mushonga unorwisa mabhakitiriya kana ndikasazvara pamberi pa19 pm.
8h45:
Ndiri muimba yangu, umo ndine kodzero yekudya chamangwanani (chingwa, bota, jamu uye kofi nemukaka). Tinodyawo marwadzo au chocolat ataiva nawo kumba, uye Sébastien ane kodzero yokunwa kofi. Anogara neni, tinotora mukana wekufonera vabereki vangu tichivaudza kuti ndiri muward maternity. Anodzokera kumba kunodya nevabereki vake uye kuunza zvimwe zvinhu zvaakanga akanganwa.
11h15:
Celine anodzokera kubedroom kunoisa monitoring. Huri kutanga kukondirana zvakanaka. Ini ndinodya yoghurt uye compote, handibvumidzwe zvakanyanya nekuti kuzvara kwave kusvika. Ndave kugeza inopisa, zvinondifadza.
13h00:
Sébastien adzoka. Zvave kutanga kundirwadza, Handichaziva kuti ndozvimisa sei uye handichakwanisi kufema zvakanaka. Ndinoda kurutsa.
16 pm, vanondiendesa kuimba yebasa, muromo wechibereko unovhurika zvishoma nezvishoma, ndinoudzwa nemutsa kuti kune epidural, yanonoka! Izvo zvanonoka sei, ndiri pano kubva pa3 cm yangu! Zvakanaka, hapana chikuru, kwete kunyange kutya!
17h, gynecologist (uyo anofanira kuona zuva rake kupera uye kushivirira, ngatiite makuhwa) anosvika ndokundiongorora. Anofunga kuputsa homwe yemvura kuti akurumidze kuita.
Saka anoita, achiri asina kurwadziwa, zvese zvakanaka.
A contraction inosvika, murume wangu anondizivisa nemonitoring, waita hako mudiwa, rombo rakanaka uripo, ndingadai ndakupotsa!
Kunze kwekuti rwiyo rwachinja! Ini handisi kuseka zvachose, ma contractions anowedzera, uye panguva ino, zvinorwadza!
Ini ndinopihwa morphine, iyo ichaita kuti mwana wangu aende muincubator kwemaawa maviri mushure mekusununguka. Pashure pokuramba kwougamba, ndinochinja pfungwa dzangu ndokuzvirayira. Morphine + oxygen mask, Ini ndiri zen, zvishoma zvakanyanya, ndine chido chimwe chete: kuenda kunorara, kutarisira pasina ini!
Zvakanaka sezviri pachena izvo hazvigoneke.
19h, gynecologist anodzoka ondibvunza kana ndichinzwa kuda kutunda. Kana bodo !
20h, mubvunzo mumwe chete, mhinduro imwe chete!
21 pm, mwoyo wemwana unononoka, vanhu vanovhunduka vakandipoteredza, jekiseni rinokurumidza, uye zvinhu zvose zvinoratidzika kuva zvadzokera kunguva dzose.
Kunze kwekuti iyo amniotic fluid inotsvedza (neropa), kuti mwana achiri kugadzika pamusoro pechibereko uye haaite seachimbidza kuenda pasi, ini ndakanyura kusvika 8 cm, uye haina kufamba. nguva yakanaka.
Chiremba wegynecologist anofamba nhanho zana pakati pekamuri yevashandi uye mukoridho, ndinonzwa akasvetuka "cesarean", "general anesthesia", "spinal anesthesia", "epidural"
Uye panguva iyoyo, zvisungo zvinodzoka miniti yega yega, ndiri kurwadziwa, ndiri kurwara nazvo, Ini ndinoda kuti izvi zvipere, uye mumwe munhu pakupedzisira aite sarudzo!
Pakupedzisira vanondiendesa kwaOR, baba vanozoona vasiiwa mukoridho. Ndine kodzero yeanesthesia yemusana, iyo inondidzorera kunyemwerera, Handichanzwa macontractions, mufaro!
22h17, kangirozi kangu kakazobuda, kasundidzirwa nanyamukuta ndokubatwa na gynecologist.
Pasina nguva yakakwana yokumuona paanoendeswa kunogezeswa nababa vake sechapupu chokutanga kubatika.
Kutenderera kudiki mukamuri rekupora uye ini ndinodzokera mukamuri yangu, pasina mwana wangu sezvaitarisirwa, nokuda kwemorphine.
Kusanganazve kunofamba
Ndine 5minutes nemwana wangu kuti ndimuone, anobva aenda kure. Ndisingazive kana ndichamuona zvakare.
Kumirira kunotyisa, dambudziko risingatsungiririki. Achavhiyiwa chete neChina mangwanani kune omphalo-mesenteric fistula, rudzi rwekusangana pakati peura neguvhu, inofanirwa kuvhara asati azvarwa, asi akakanganwa kuita basa rake papfuma yangu diki. Imwe mu85000 kana ndangariro ichishanda. Ndakaudzwa laparotomy (kuvhura hombe nepakati pedumbu), pakupedzisira chiremba wekuvhiya akapinda nemuguvhu.
23 pm, baba vanouya kumba kuzozorora.
Pakati pehusiku, mukoti anouya mukamuri mangu, achiteverwa nachiremba wevana, uye anondizivisa pachena "Mwana wako ane dambudziko". Ivhu rinokoromoka, ndinonzwa mumhute chiremba wevana achindiudza kuti mwana wangu ari kurasikirwa nemeconium (chituru chekutanga chemwana) kuburikidza neguvhu, kuti hazviwanzo kuitika, zvekuti haazive kana fungidziro yake yehupenyu iri munjodzi kana kwete, uye kuti SAMU ichauya kuzomuendesa kuchipatara chevana vecheche kuchipatara (Ndakaberekera mukiriniki), ipapo kuti achaenda mangwana kune chimwe chipatara chakagadzirirwa neboka rekuvhiyiwa kwevana, kupfuura 1 km kure.
Nekuda kwekuita cesarean, handitenderwi kumuperekedza.
Nyika iri kuparara, ndinochema zvisingapere. Sei isu? Sei iye? Sei ?
Ndine 5minutes nemwana wangu kuti ndimuone, anobva aenda kure. Ndisingazive kana ndichamuona zvakare.
Kumirira kunotyisa, dambudziko risingatsungiririki. Achavhiyiwa chete neChina mangwanani kune omphalo-mesenteric fistula, rudzi rwekusangana pakati peura neguvhu, inofanirwa kuvhara asati azvarwa, asi akakanganwa kuita basa rake papfuma yangu diki. Imwe mu85000 kana ndangariro ichishanda. Ndakaudzwa laparotomy (kuvhura hombe nepakati pedumbu), pakupedzisira chiremba wekuvhiya akapinda nemuguvhu.
Musi weChishanu ndine mvumo yekutsvaga mwana wangu, ndinoenda kunorara muamburenzi, rwendo rurefu uye runorwadza, asi pakupedzisira ndichaona mwana wangu zvakare.
Chipiri chakatevera, tose takaenda kumba, tarapwa jaundice yaishamisa zvisati zvaitika!
Rwendo rwakasiya mucherechedzo warwo, kwete yemuviri, mukomana wangu mukuru haachengete chero mhedzisiro yeiyi "adventure" uye vanga racho harionekwe kune asingazive, asi mupfungwa zvangu. Ndine nhamo yese panyika kuti ndisiyane naye, ndinorarama neshungu, sezvakaita vanaamai vese kuti pane chinomuwira. Ini ndiri mai huku, pamwe zvakanyanyisa, asi pamusoro pezvose zvakazara nerudo izvo ngirozi yangu inondidzosera kazana.
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