Mukati
😉 Mhoro vaverengi vanodiwa! Mufaro wakadini kana munhu akagwinya, asiri oga uye pane denga pamusoro wake. Shamwari, nakidzwa zuva rega rega, usagumbuke nekuda kwezviduku, usazviunganidzire chigumbu mukati mako. Hupenyu hahuperi!
Pedza nguva shoma uchitsvaga "madhende emafashoni" uye zvinhu zvisingakoshi, uye kazhinji kuve mumasikirwo. Kurukura nevadikani, nakidzwa mazuva ese! Zvichengete iwe, tarisa hutano hwako, usaverengera kushanya kuna chiremba. Mushure mezvose, kuongororwa nenguva uye kurapwa kunowanzotiendesa kure nerufu. Gara pano uye ikozvino! Nakidzwa zuva nezuva!
Netsaona “wana”
Nyika yakanyangarika kubva pasi petsoka dzangu pandakaziva kuti bundu muzamu rangu rakanga rakashata uye kuti zvaive zvakafanira kuvhiyiwa nekukasira - ipapo paizove nemukana wekurarama ...
Ndinorangarira manheru iwayo kune diki diki. Ndakadzokera kumba ndaneta zvisingaite uye ndairota zvinhu zvitatu chete: kugeza, kudya uye kurara. Vanenge vatatu chete - munhevedzano iyi.
Akageza ndokusunungura cap yegel yaainge atenga munzira. Kunhuwa - gel kunhuwa sebundo rezhizha. "Mufaro mudiki wehupenyu hwedu," ndakafunga kudaro, ndikaisa furo rinonhuhwirira paganda rangu ndokutanga kukwiza muviri.
Ndakatovhara maziso angu nekunakidzwa - zvaive zvakanakisa! Zvaiita sekunge ndakanga ndichigeza kwete guruva chete, dikita uye kuneta, asi kupopota kwese, matambudziko ese ezuva rakabatikana ...
Chanza chichikwiza zamu rekuruboshwe kamwe kamwe "chakagumburwa" pane chimwe chisimbiso. Ndakapindwa nechando. Kuchimbidza kugeza furo. Ndakanzwa zvakare - pasi peganda zvigunwe zvangu zvainyatsonzwa "hurungudo" yakaoma seyebhinzi huru. Ndakanzwa kupindwa nechando, sekunge ndakanga ndisiri pasi pemvura inopisa, asi ndakanyura mugomba rechando.
Kubva muhope ndakadhonzwa kunze nekuputika kwemukova wepamberi - Maxim akadzoka kubva kubasa. Ndakabuda mubathroom.
– Hei! Zuva rako ranga riri sei? - akadaro, achitsvoda murume wake.
– Aigona sei kupfuura? Nekuronga patsva uku, tave mune madhouse kwevhiki yechipiri! Chii chekudya kwemanheru? Nzara sembwa!
Ndakagochazve ndokuisa ndiro pamberi pemudiwa wangu.
- Ndatenda. Ndipe mhiripiri… Uye cheka chimwe chingwa. Zvakadini nechiso chako?
– Chiso chakafanana nechiso, pane zvakaipa.
Saka ndakazowana sei simba rekuseka, uye kutoita kunge kunyemwerera - Mwari chete ndiye anoziva! Maxim akasaidzira ndiro kwaari.
- Imwe rudzi rwekucheneruka ... Uye kugumbuka. Matambudziko? Damn, kugocha hakuna munyu zvachose! Ndipe munyu! Uye sauerkraut, kana yakasara.
Pashure pokunge ndaisa munyu nendiro yekabichi patafura, murume wangu akakanganwa kuti ndakanga ndine “chimwe chinhu chakaipa pachiso changu,” uye haana kuzobvunzazve pamusoro pezvinetso zvangu.
Kurara chiratidzo chemuviri
Handina kurara kwenguva refu usiku ihwohwo. Wakanzwa kutya here? Zvichida hazvisati: kwemaawa akati wandei akateedzana ndakaedza kuzvisimbisa kuti iyi ndeye yakajairika wen. Ndisati ndabatwa nehope, ndakanzwa chipfuva changu - "bhinzi" yaive panzvimbo. Ndakayeuka gamba rangu randaifarira zvikuru uye, saiye, ndakasarudza kuti: “Ndichafunga nezvazvo mangwana.
Uye ipapo ... ndakabva ndafunga kusafunga nezvazvo zvachose! Pakutanga zvaigoneka ... Asi rimwe zuva ndakarota zvinotyisa.
Sokunge ndaifamba mukoridho refu yaivhenekerwa nechiedza chakajeka cheblue-blue, ndakasvika pamusuwo wega waiva kumagumo, ndakauvhura ndokuzviwana ndava ... ndiri mumakuva. Ndakapepuka dikita richitonhora. Maxim akanga akarara pedyo neni, uye ndakarara, ndichitya kufamba, kuti ndirege kumumutsa.
Kwapera vhiki, ndakava nehope imwe cheteyo zvakare, ipapo zvakare. Pashure pehumwe hwousiku uhwu, ndakafunga kuti ndakanga ndisisakwanisi kutsungirira, uye mangwanani akatevera ndakaenda kuna chiremba.
Mutongo unotyisa
“Bundu rinouraya … Kukurumidza kuvhiyiwa ndiko kunoita kuti pave nemikana yakawanda,” ndakaudzwa kudaro mushure mekuongororwa.
Ndine cancer?! Hazviite! Ndine hutano hwakakwana, hapana chinondirwadza! Uye benzi bhinzi muchipfuva changu ... zvisingatarisike, ndakaiwana netsaona ... Hazvingaiti kuti akaerekana kamwe chete - uye akafa hupenyu hwangu hwose!
- NeMugovera tiri kuenda kuSmirnovs, - Maxim anoyeuchidzwa pakudya kwemanheru.
- Handikwanise. Unotofanira kuenda wega.
- Ndeapi mashura? – akatsamwa. - Mushure mezvose, isu takavimbisa ...
– Chiripo ndechekuti ... Kazhinji, ndinoenda kuchipatara nemusi weChina.
– Chimwe chinhu semukadzi?
- Maxim, ndine cancer.
Murume ... akaseka. Hongu, kwaiva kuseka kwekutya, asi kwakaramba kuchindicheka tsinga dzangu dzisina kupfeka nebanga.
“Handina kumbofunga kuti uri munhu anotyisa kudaro! Iwe chiremba chii kuti uzvigadzirire iwe pachako kuongorora kwakadaro? Kutanga iwe unofanirwa kuongororwa zvakadzama ...
– Ndakapasa bvunzo.
– Chii?! Saka iwe wakaziva kwenguva yakareba uye usina chawandiudza?!
- ndaisada kukunetsa ...
Akanditarisa achiratidza kushatirwa, sekuti ndakanga ndareurura kuti handina kurwara, asi kuti ndapanduka. Haana chaakataura, haana kana kudya kudya kwemanheru – akapinda muimba yekurara, achirovera gonhi zvine ruzha. Ndakazvibata pamwe chete kwenguva yakareba, ndakazvibata pakutonga kwenguva yakareba, asi apa handina kukwanisa kumira - ndakaputika nemisodzi, ndichidonhedza musoro wangu patafura. Uye paakadzikama ndokupinda muimba yekurara, Max ... akanga atorara.
Muchipatara
Ndinorangarira zvese zvakazoitika sekunge mumhute. Pfungwa dzisina kujeka. Wadhi yechipatara. Gurney yavanondiendesa kuimba yekuvhiya. Chiedza chinopofomadza chemwenje chiri pamusoro… “Nadia, verenga uchidanidzira…” Imwe, mbiri, nhatu, ina ...
Gomba dema rekusavapo… rabuda. Zvinorwadza! Mwari wangu, sei zvichirwadza kudaro?! Hapana, ndine simba, ndinogona kumira! Chinhu chikuru ndechokuti oparesheni inobudirira.
Maxim aripi? Sei asiripo? Ehe, ndiri mukamuri yevanorwara zvakanyanya. Vashanyi havatenderwe pano. Ndichamirira, ndine moyo murefu ... ndakamirira. Max akauya ndichangochinjirwa kuward yaigara. Akaunza pasuru ndokugara neni ... maminetsi manomwe.
Kushanya kwake kwakatevera kwakava nguva yakati rebei - zvaiita sekuti akanga ava kutofunga nezvekuti oenda sei nekukurumidza. Hatina kumbotaura. Pamwe, iye neni taisaziva zvokutaura kune mumwe nemumwe.
Pane imwe nguva murume akabvuma:
– Kunhuwa kwechipatara kunondirwarisa! Unongozvikwanisa sei?
Ini pachangu handizivi kuti ndakararama sei. Murume wacho akamhanya kwemaminitsi mashomanana, uye kunyange zvakadaro kwete mazuva ose. Takanga tisina vana. Vabereki vangu vakafa uye munin’ina wangu aigara kure. Kwete, iye, chokwadi, aiziva nezvekuvhiyiwa, akamhanyira mukati nokukurumidza pavakabvumirwa kundishanyira, ndokupedza zuva rose pedyo nemubhedha wangu, ndokubva aenda kumba, achiti:
- Unoona, Nadenka, ndakasiya vana navamwene vangu, uye iye atokwegura, angasaona shure kwavo. Ndine urombo, mudiwa ...
Poshi. Zvachose. Ndega nemarwadzo uye kutya! Ndiri ndega panguva iyoyo apo pandinonyanya kuda tsigiro ... "Chinhu ndechekuti Maxim haakwanise kumira muzvipatara," akazvinyengetedza. - Ndichadzokera kumba, uye munhu wepedyo achava pedyo neni zvakare ... "
Ndakamirira sei zuva rokubuda! Ndakafara sei payakasvika! Pahusiku hwekutanga ndadzokera kumba, Max akazvigadzirira mubhedha pasofa mumba yekutandarira:
- Zvichava nyore kuti iwe urare wega. Ndinogona kukukuvadza ndisingazivi.
Hapana rutsigiro
Mazuva airwadza asingaperi akakwevera mberi. Ndakatarisira tsigiro yomurume wangu pasina! Paakasimuka, akanga atova kubasa. Uye akazodzoka mushure mese…Pane mazuva pataisamboonana. Ndakaona kuti nguva pfupi yadarika Maxim anga achiedza kudzivirira kubata neni.
Pane imwe nguva murume wangu akapinda mubathroom ndichigeza. Kusema uye kutya – ndizvo zvaionekwa pachiso chake. Pashure penguva yakati, ndakanyorerwa kosi yechemotherapy. Ndakanga ndisingazivi sei pandakafunga kuti kuvhiyiwa kwakanga kuri chinhu chakaipisisa! Mwari ngaakupe kuti usazoziva rudzi rwekurwadziswa kunoitwa nemunhu mushure me "chemistry".
Ndichiri kuitiswa nzira muchipatara - yaive gehena mhenyu! Asi kunyangwe ndadzokera kumba, handina kunzwa zviri nani… Hapana akandishanyira. Haana kuudza chero waaiziva nezvehurwere hwake: aitya kuti vaizoita sekunge vauya kurufu rwangu.
Ndakauya nemhando dzose dzezviitiko kuitira kuti ndizvivhiringidze, asi ndaingofunga pamusoro pechinhu chimwe chete: kuti ndingakunda chirwere here, kana kuti chichandikunda ... Mangwanani iwayo ndakanyura mupfungwa idzi zvokuti handina. kutonzwisisa zvaitaurwa naMaxim.
– Nadia … ndava kuenda.
- Ah hongu ... Uchanonoka here nhasi?
– Handisi kuuya nhasi. Uye mangwana futi. Unondinzwa here? Munoziva zvandiri kureva? Ndava kukusiya. Nokusingaperi-peri.
- Sei? Akabvunza chinyararire.
“Handichakwanisi kuva pano zvakare. Iri iguva, kwete imba!
Iwe hausi mweni kwatiri!
Ndakasara ndega. Ndakaita worse mazuva ose. Handina kukwanisa kurarama nezviitiko zvakawanda. Handikwanise? Uye hazvidiwi! Hapana anoida zvakadaro ... Pane imwe nguva, pakumhara, ndakafenda.
– Chii chakashata newe? – sekunge nemumhute ndakaona chiso chemunhu chandisina kujaira.
- Izvi zvinobva mukusava nesimba ... - ndakazopengenuka. Ndakaedza kusimuka.
“Ndichabetsera,” akadaro mukadzi, wandakaziva kuti Lydia weuriri hwegumi, nokunetseka. -Sendamira pandiri, ndichakufambisa kuenda kuimba.
- Ndatenda, neimwe nzira ini ...
– Hazvisi mubvunzo! Pakarepo unodonha zvakare! – akapikisa muvakidzani.
Ndakamurega achienda neni kumba. Akabva ati:
– Pamwe kudana chiremba? Kufenda kwakadaro kune ngozi.
- Kwete, hazvina basa ... Munoona, amburenzi haibatsiri pano.
Maziso aLydia aive akazara nekufunganya nekufunganya. Handizivi kuti zvakaitika sei, asi ndakamuudza nyaya yangu. Ndichipedza mukadzi uya misodzi yainge yoyerera. Kubva zuva iroro, Lida akatanga kundishanyira nguva dzose. Ndakabatsira kuchenesa, kuuya nechikafu, kuendesa kuna chiremba. Kana iye pachake akanga asina nguva, mwanasikana wake Innochka akabatsira.
Ndakaita ushamwari navo. Ndakabayiwa mwoyo pandakakokwa naLydia nomurume wake kuti tizopemberera Gore Idzva!
- Ndatenda, asi zororo rino rinopedzwa nemhuri yako. Mutorwa semutorwa muviri ...
- Iwe hausi mutorwa kwatiri! – Lida akaramba zvinopisa zvekuti ndakasvimha misodzi.
Yakanga iri zororo rakanaka. Pandakafunga kuti pakanga pasina munhu wandaida pedyo, ndakasuruvara. Asi mugariro woushamwari wevavakidzani wakaderedza marwadzo okusurukirwa. Lida aiwanzodzokorora kuti: “Fara mazuva ose!
Ndinonakidzwa zuva nezuva
Nhasi ndoziva kuti zvakaipisisa zvapera. Akakumbira kurambana. Murume wangu akashamisika chaizvo kundiona mudare.
“Unotaridzika zvakanaka…” akadaro, achikatyamadzwa zvishoma.
Bvudzi rangu harisati rakura, asi pfupi "hedgehog" inotondiita kuti ndione semuduku. Lida akaita makeup yangu, akandibatsira kusarudza chipfeko. Ndakashamisika kuona kufungisisa kwangu - ndakanga ndisingaiti semukadzi ari kufa. Mumwe mukadzi mutete, akapfeka zviri mufashoni, akashongedzwa zvakanaka akanditarisa nepagirazi rinotarisa!
Kana huri hutano hwangu, ikozvino ndinonzwa zvakanaka, kunyange kune mazuva akaoma. Asi chinhu chikuru ndechekuti mhedzisiro yeongororo yazvino yaive yakanaka! Ndichiri kurapwa kwenguva refu, asi kubva pamashoko andakanzwa kubva kuna chiremba, mapapiro akakura!
Pandakabvunza kana pane mukana wokuti rimwe zuva ndive noutano hwakanaka, akapindura achinyemwerera kuti: “Watova noutano hwakanaka”! Ndinoziva kuti chirwere chinogona kudzoka. Asi ndinoziva: kune vanhu vanozokweretesa ruoko rwekubatsira. Maonero angu pamusoro pehupenyu ashanduka. Ini ndinokoshesa nguva uye nguva yega yega, nekuti ndinoziva kuti chipo chinoshamisa sei! Nakidzwa zuva nezuva!
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