Iyo hero yenyaya ino, Andrei Vishnyakov, ane makore makumi mana nemasere, ayo ave achirapwa pachake kwemakore anopfuura gumi uye ave achishanda semuongorori wepfungwa kwenguva yakafanana. Pashure pokunge abatwa chibharo somwana, achiri kutya kuva baba vakaipa.
Amai vangu vakarambana nababa ndiine gore chete. Mukuwedzera kwandiri, pakanga pane mumwe mwana - mukoma, ane makore matatu okukura. Kurambana kwacho kwakaita kuti amai vaungane, batidza mashandiro ekuti “baba vakusiya imbudzi hapana anokuda kunze kwangu chete. Kazhinji, pamwe chete nababa vangu, ndakarasikirwa naamai vangu - vane ushamwari uye vachibvuma, vachiregerera uye vachitsigira.
Mukutaura kwezvinhu, akanga akagadzirira kupaza keke, asi kutiita kuti "tifare." Aive nemabasa asingasviki matatu: rekuchenesa, maneja wemidziyo, anoshanda mukamuri yekubikira, mushandi wekuchenesa ...
Kazhinji kazhinji, pakanga pane murairo kubva kuna amai kuti vaite chimwe chinhu, kuchenesa, kusuka ndiro, kuita basa rechikoro, kugeza shangu. Asi wakanga usiri mutambo kana kushanda pamwe chete nevakuru. Chero kukanganisa, bhizinesi rakakanganwa rakakonzera kutsamwa kwaamai uye, semugumisiro, kupopota uye kuunza bhanhire.
Hudiki hwese huri mukutya kuti huchakuvara, hunorwadza zvisingaite
Kubva makore mangani tichizvamburwa? Amai vanoti baba vake vakarova mukoma wavo aine makore matatu. Hama yacho pachayo yakauya kumba ichibva kukireshi, kwayakagamuchira bhandi romusoja. Amai vachizvikudza vanoratidza mucherechedzo webuckle paruoko rwavo: ndiye aimiririra mukoma wake. Pashure paizvozvo, mukoma wangu akavanda pane imwe nzvimbo mupombi pasi pomugwagwa mukuru uye haana kuda kubuda.
Unogona kufungidzira kutyisa kwaakaita. Baba vanofanira kuchengetedza mwanakomana wavo, kutsigira ushingi hwake, kutanga, kudzvinyirira zvose izvi. Hakushamisi kuti mukuyaruka, mukoma wacho akapopotedzana nababa vake uye akanga asingadi kutaura navo kusvikira vafa.
Kumubvunzo wangu wevakuru, sei akadzivirira mukoma wake kubva kubhandi rababa vake, uye akatirova isu pachezvake, anopindura kuti kuchiri kukurumidza kurova pamakore matatu. Zvakanaka, pazera remakore 5-6 zvatove zvichigoneka, nokuti "pane kare musoro pamapfudzi".
Amai vakandirasa, mupfungwa chaiyoiyo, kunzwa kwokuti imba inzvimbo yakanaka uye yakakotsekana.
Kuroverei nebhandi? "Wakarerwa sei futi?" Zvisizvo zvakashambidzwa ndiro kana pasi pamakore 4-5 - tora. Iwe wakaputsa chimwe chinhu - tora. Irwa nemukoma wako, zviwane. Vadzidzisi vepachikoro ichi vakanyunyuta - zviwane. Chinhu chikuru ndechekuti hauzive nguva uye kuti chii chauchawana.
Kutya. Kutya nguva dzose. Uduku hwose huri mukutya kuti huchakuvadza, hunorwadza zvisingatsungiririki. Kutya kuti uchawana bhagi mumusoro. Kutya kuti amai vangabvisa ziso. Kutya kuti haazomira uye kukuuraya. Handigoni kunyange kutsanangura zvandainzwa pandakakwira pasi pemubhedha kubva pabhanhire, uye amai vangu vakabuda imomo uye "vakarera".
Apo mukoma wangu kana kuti ini takahwanda muchimbuzi kana kuti muchimbuzi, amai vakadambura tambo, ndokuibudisa ndokuirova. Pakanga pasina kana kona imwe chete yaigona kuhwanda.
"Imba yangu ndiyo nhare yangu". Ha. Handisati ndave neimba yangu pachangu, kunze kwemotokari yangu huru, yakashandurwa kuti ifambe. Amai vakandirasa, mupfungwa chaiyoiyo, kunzwa kwokuti imba inzvimbo yakanaka uye yakakotsekana.
Upenyu hwangu hwose ndaitya kuita chimwe chinhu “chakaipa”. Akashandurwa kuita munhu anoda kukwana anofanirwa kuita zvese nemazvo. Ingani zvinhu zvinofadza zvekuzvivaraidza zvandakasiya pazvipingamupinyi zvishoma! Uye ingani bvudzi randakaburitsa pachangu uye kwemazuva mangani, mwedzi yandakarembera mupfungwa dzangu kuti hapana chandaigona kuita ...
Bhandi rakaita sei "kubatsira" pano? Zvakanaka, sezviri pachena, maererano naamai vangu, akandidzivirira kubva pane kukanganisa. Ndiani angatadza kuziva kuti bhandi rinorwadza? Unoziva here kuti mwana anofungei panguva yakadai kana akanganisa? Uye ndinoziva. “Ndiri nhubu. Hameno, ndakatadzirei amai vangu? Zvakanaka, ndiani akandikumbira kuita izvi? Imhosva yangu ndega!»
Zvakatora makore ekurapa kuvhura moyo zvakare, kuti utange rudo
Misodzi inoyerera mandiri pandinoyeuka kuzvikanda kwandakaita patsoka dzaamai vangu ndokuteterera kuti: “Amai, musandirova henyu! Amai, ndine urombo, handisi kuzozviita zvakare! Munguva ichangopfuura ndakamubvunza kana achinzwisisa kuti zvinorwadza: nebhanhire kumusana wake, pamapfudzi ake, pamakumbo ake, pamakumbo ake. Unoziva zvaanotaura here? “Zvinorwadza papi? Usazviita! »
Unoziva here chakanga chiri manzwiro makuru pandakava mukuru zvishoma? "Ndichakura - ndichatsiva!" Ndaida chinhu chimwe chete: kubhadhara amai vangu nokuda kwemarwadzo, apo simba remuviri rakaonekwa. Rova shure.
Murangariro. Kuchengetedza hupenyu hwako. Asi kubva kunaani? Anokukuvadza ndiani? Amai vekumusha. Nebhandi rake rimwe nerimwe re "dzidzo", ndakaenda mberi uye kure kure naye. Iye zvino ava mutorwa zvachose kwandiri, “ropa rekuzvarwa” chete uye ndinoonga kuti akandirera.
Kudziya hakuna kwandingabva nako - kwakandirasa payakandiparadza. Yakaparadza mhuka yangu, munhurume. Zvakaita kuti ndisakwanisa kuramba, kuzvidzivirira pamarwadzo. Akaunza pfungwa isinganzwisisike yerudo muchokwadi changu: "Rudo ndipo parunorwadza."
Uye ipapo ndakadzidza kuvhara mwoyo wangu. Ndakadzidza kuomesa nechando uye kudzima manzwiro ese. Kunyange zvakadaro, ndakadzidza kuva murudo runondiparadza, umo zvinondirwadza. Asi chinonyanya kurwadza ndechekuti ndakadzidza kudzima muviri, kunzwa.
Zvadaro - kukuvara kwakawanda kwemitambo, kuzvitambudza mumarathoni, kutonhora pakufamba, mavanga asingaverengeki uye mavanga. Ndainge ndisisina basa nemuviri wangu. Mhedzisiro "yakaurawa" mabvi, kumashure, kushungurudza hemorrhoids, muviri wakaneta, urombo husina simba. Zvakanditorera makore ekurapa uye mapoka evakomana kuvhura moyo wangu zvakare, kuti nditange rudo.
Mimwe mibairo yenguva yemberi? Kusavimba nevakadzi. Kuita zvehasha kune chero "kutyora" kwemiganhu yangu. Kusagona kuvaka hukama hwekubvuma hwakadzikama. Ndakaroorwa ndine 21 ndichinzwa kuti uyu ndiwo mukana wangu wekupedzisira.
Ndaitya kuva… baba. Vana vangu ndaisavada sezvandakanga ndaita
Pashure pezvose, chirevo panguva yekurohwa ndechekuti: "Upenyu hwose hwaamai hwakaparara! Usade amai vako zvachose!" Kureva kuti ndiri munhu asina rudo, mwana wembereko nembudzi, zvese muna baba vangu. Kuzviremekedza kwangu kwechirume kwaiva zero, kunyange zvazvo ndaiva nemuviri wechirume, wakasimba.
"Ndichakurova iwe gehena!" - mutsara uyu wakagogodza zvisaririra zvekuzviremekedza nekuzvikoshesa. Ini ndinongopamba zvese, izvo zvandinowana bhandi. Naizvozvo, ndakanga ndisina ukama, kunyange kumadhisiko ndaitya kutaura nevasikana. Kazhinji ndaitya vakadzi. Mhedzisiro yacho imba inoparadza yakandipedza simba.
Asi chakanyanya kundirwadza ndechekuti ndaitya kuva… baba. Ndaisada vana vangu sezvandakanga ndawira! Ndaiziva kuti ndaiva nehasha uye ndaizotanga kurova vana, asi ndaisada kuvarova. Handina kuda kuvapopotera, uye ndaiziva kuti ndaizodaro. Ndine makore 48, handina mwana, uye hachisi chokwadi kuti kune hutano kuvaronga.
Zvinotyisa kana uchiziva semwana kuti hauna kwaunoenda kunodzivirira. Amai ndiMwari Wemasimbaose. Anoda - anoda, anoda - anoranga. Unosara wega. Zvachose.
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Chiroto chikuru chehuduku ndechekupinda musango uye kufira imomo, senzou mu savanna, kuitira kuti usavhiringidza chero munhu ane cadaverous kunhuwa. "Ndinopindira munhu wese" ndiwo manzwiro makuru anonditambudza muupenyu hwangu hwevanhu vakuru. "Ndinoparadza zvose!"
Chii chakaipisisa kana iwe "wakarerwa" nebhanhire? Iwe haupo. Uri pachena. Uri mechanic isingashande zvakanaka. Iwe uri muchetura wehupenyu hweumwe munhu. Uri kufunganya. Iwe hausi munhu, hausi munhu, uye iwe unogona kuita chero chinhu newe. Unoziva here kuti zvakaita sei kuti mwana ave "pachena" kuna amai nababa?
"Vamwe vakarohwa, uye hapana, vanhu vakakura." Vabvunze. Bvunza vadiwa vavo kuti zvinonzwa sei kuva pedyo navo. Unozodzidza zvinhu zvakawanda zvinonakidza.