Ndakazongobvuma ndega kuti pamwe ndaida David pane Victoria
Kwandiri, zvaive pachena kuve nevana ... Saka pandakasangana nemurume wangu, Bastien, pazera remakore 26, ndakakurumidza kuda kubata pamuviri. Mushure memwedzi gumi yekumirira, ndakanga ndine pamuviri pemwana wangu wekutanga. Ndakagara pamuviri wangu ndakanyarara: Ndakafara zvikuru kuva amai! Kusununguka kwangu kwakafamba zvakanaka. Zvino pandakangotarira mwanakomana wangu Dhavhidhi, ndakanzwa kutambudzika kukuru, love at first sight kumwana wangu uyo aive akanaka kwazvo pasi rose… misodzi yangu mumaziso angu! Mai vangu vakaramba vakati ndiye dhuma dhuma neni, ndakadadisa. Ndakamuyamwisa and chikafu chese chaitondinakidza. Takasvika kumba ndokuenderera mberi nehoneymoon pakati pemwana wangu. Uyezve, akakurumidza kurara. Ndaida kakomana kangu kupfuura chinhu chipi nechipi, izvo zvakaita kuti murume wangu aite chihure zvishoma, uyo aifunga kuti ndaisava nehanya naye! David paakanga aine matatu nehafu, Bastien akataura nezvekuwedzera mhuri. Ndakabvuma, asi kufunga nezvazvo mushure mechokwadi, handina kumhanyira kutanga wechipiri. Ndaitya kuita kwemwana wangu, kuwirirana kwedu kwaiwirirana. Uye mune imwe kona yemusoro wangu, ndakafunga kuti handizove nerudo rwakawanda rwekupa kune wechipiri. Pashure pemwedzi mitanhatu, ndakabata pamuviri ndokuedza kugadzirira David nokuda kwokuberekwa kwehanzvadzi yake duku. : takamuudza kuti aive musikana patakangoziva isu. Haana kufara zvakanyanya nokuti angadai akafarira mukoma muduku "kutamba naye", sezvaakataura!
Saka ndakabereka Victoria, aiyevedza kudya, asi handina kunzwa kuvhunduka kwandainge ndaita ndichiona mukoma wake. Ndakaona zvichindishamisa, asi handina kunetseka. Chokwadi, chaive mupfungwa dzangu ndechekuti David aizogamuchira sei kahanzvadzi kake, uye ndaityirawo kuti kuzvarwa kwemwana wangu wechipiri kwaizochinja hukama hwedu hwaive hwakasanganiswa. David paakaona Victoria kekutanga, akatya zvikuru, haana kuda kumubata akatanga kutamba nechimwe chematoyi ake asina kana hanya naye kana kuti neni! Mumwedzi yakatevera, upenyu hwedu hwakachinja zvikuru.Victoria aiwanzomuka usiku, kusiyana nemukoma wake akanga akurumidza kurara. Ndakapera simba, kunyangwe murume wangu aindiudza zvakanaka. Masikati ndakatakura kasikana kangu zvakanyanya, nekuti kaikurumidza kudzikama uku. Ichokwadi kuti aigara achichema uye zvaitoda, ndakamuenzanisa naDavid uyo aiva mwana ane rugare pazera rimwe chete. Pandaiva ndakagumbatira kamwana kaduku, mwanakomana wangu aiuya pedyo neni ondikumbira kuti ndimbundire… Aidawo kuti ndimutakure. Nyangwe ndakamutsanangurira kuti aive murefu, sisi vake aive rusvava. Ndakaziva kuti aiva negodo. Izvo pakupedzisira ndeye classic. Asi ini, ndakanga ndichitamba zvinhu, ndakanzwa ndine mhaka nokuda kwokutarisira zvishomanene mwanakomana wangu uye ndakaedza “kugadzirisa” kupfurikidza nokumupa zvipo zviduku nokumutsvoda nokukurumidza apo mwanasikana wangu akanga arara! Ndaitya kuti aizondida zvishoma! Zvishoma nezvishoma, nekunyengera, ndakapedzisira ndabvuma ndega kuti pamwe ndaida David pane Victoria. Ndikazvishingisa kutaura ndega ndakanyara. Asi ndichiri kuzviongorora, zvinhu zvidiki zvakawanda zvakadzoka mundangariro dzangu: ichokwadi kuti ndakamirira nguva refu ndisati ndaenda kunotora Victoria mumaoko angu paakanga achichema, uku David, pazera rimwe chete, ini ndaive pedyo. iye wechipiri! Ndaive ndayamwisa mwana wangu kwemwedzi misere, Victoria ndakanga ndarega kuyamwisa mwana wangu mwedzi miviri asununguka ndichiti ndanzwa kuneta. Kutaura zvazviri, ndakaramba ndichienzanisa mafungiro angu nezvose, uye ndakawedzera kuzvipa mhosva.
Zvese izvi zvakandipedza simba asi handina kuzvishingisa kuudza murume wangu kuti aizonditongesa. Saizvozvo, Handina wandakaudza nezvazvo, ndainzwa amai vakashata nemwanasikana wangu. Ndakanga ndava kushaya hope! Victoria, ichokwadi, akanga ari kasikana kaduku akashatirwa, asi panguva imwe cheteyo, aindisekesa zvikuru apo taitamba tose. Ndaizvidemba kuti ndiine pfungwa dzakadaro. Ndakarangarirawo kuti pamuviri pangu pechipiri ndaitya kuti handaizokwanisa kuda mwana wangu wechipiri nesimba rakafanana nerekutanga. Uye zvino zvaiita kunge zvichiitika ...
Murume wangu akanga asipo zvikuru nokuda kwebasa rake, asi akaona kuti ndakanga ndisiri pamusoro. Akandibvunza mibvunzo yandisina kumupindura. Ndakanzwa ndine mhosva pamusoro paVictoria… kunyangwe airatidzika kunge ari kukura zvakanaka. Ndainge ndave kutotanga kusvotekana. Ndakanga ndisiri kuzviita! Mumwe weshamwari dzangu dzepedyo akabva andiraira kuti ndiende kunoona chiremba wepfungwa kuti ndinzwisise zvaiitika mumusoro mangu! Ndakawana “kuputsika” kunoshamisa kwandakakwanisa kuudza zvakavanzika. Kakanga kari kekutanga kutaura nemumwe munhu nezvekushungurudzika kwangu nemanzwiro angu kuti ndaida mwanakomana wangu pane mwanasikana wangu. Aiziva kuwana mashoko ekundifadza. Akanditsanangurira kuti zvakanga zvakajairika kupfuura zvaunofunga. Asi kuti yakaramba iri nyaya yakashata, saka vanaamai vakanzwa vaine mhosva. Mukati mepurogiramu, ndakanzwisisa kuti haudi vana vako nenzira imwe cheteyo, uye kuti ndokwomuzvarirwo kuva noukama hwakasiyana nomumwe nomumwe wavo.
Kunzwa, zvichienderana nenguva, zvakanyanya kuwirirana neimwe, zvino neimwe, haigone kuve yakanyanyisa. Huremu hwemhosva dzangu dzandaikweva nadzo dzakatanga kudzikira. Ndakanzwa kurerukirwa kuti ndisave nyaya. Ndakazotaura nyaya nemurume wangu uyo ainge angooma mate mukanwa. Aizviona kuti ndaisave nemoyo murefu naVictoria uye kuti David ndaimubata semwana mucheche asi aifunga kuti vana mai vese vaive netsitsi kumwana wavo. Tasarudza pamwe chete kuti tive vakangwarira zvikuru. Victoria aisambofunga kuti aive "dhadha rakashata" raamai vake uye David aifanira kutenda kuti ndiye "mudiwa". Murume wangu akaita gadziriro dzokuvapo zvikuru pamusha ndokutarisira vana zvikuru.
Pamazano e "shrink" yangu, ndakachinjana kutora mumwe nemumwe wevadiki vangu kufamba, kuona show, kudya Mac-Do, nezvimwe. Ndakagara nomwanasikana wangu kwenguva refu pandakamurarisa ndokumuverengera boka remabhuku, izvo ndakanga ndaita zvishomanene zvikuru kutozosvikira zvino. Ndakaona rimwe zuva kuti chokwadi mwanasikana wangu aiva neunhu hwakawanda hwakafanana nehwangu. Kushaya mwoyo murefu, muto wemukaka. Uye hunhu uhu hwakasimba zvishoma, amai vangu chaivo vakandishora nekuda kwehudiki hwangu uye kuyaruka! Taiva vasikana vaviri, uye ndaigara ndichifunga kuti amai vangu vaifarira mukoma wangu nokuti aiva nyore kugarisana naye kupfuura ini. Kutaura zvazviri, ndakanga ndiri mukudzidzira. Asi ini ndaida kupfuura chero chinhu kubuda patani iyi uye kugadzirisa zvinhu nguva ichiripo. Mugore rimwe rekurapa, ndinotenda kuti ndakabudirira kudzoreredza chiyero pakati pevana vangu. Ndakamira kunzwa ndine mhosva zuva randakanzwisisa kuti kuda zvakasiyana hazvirevi kuda zvishoma…
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