Kusvika ipapo nhumbu yangu yainge yabva pasina kana gore. Asi musi uyu ndiri ndega kumba ndakatanga kurwadziwa nemudumbu.Panguva iyi ndakazviudza kuti pamwe ndiko kudya kwacho kwainge kusiri kupera ndichibva ndati regai ndirare zvangu. Asi pashure peawa, ndakanga ndichimonya nekurwadziwa. Ndakatanga kurutsa. Ndainge ndave kudedera ndichitadza kusimuka. Ndakafonera vedhipatimendi remoto.
Mushure mebvunzo dzemazuva ose, nyamukuta vakandiudza kuti zvinhu zvose zvakanga zvakanaka, kuti ndakanga ndiine mazamu. Asi ndairwadziwa zvakanyanya, ndisingapindiki, zvekuti handina kutomboziva kuti ndinaro. Pandakamubvunza kuti sei ndakanga ndichirwadziwa kwemaawa akati wandei, akapindura kuti zvechokwadi "marwadzo akasara pakati pezvisungo". Ndakanga ndisati ndambonzwa nezvazvo. Pakupera kwemasikati, nyamukuta akaguma anditumira kumba naDoliprane, Spasfon uye anxiolytic. Akandibudira pachena kuti ndaingozvidya mwoyo uye ndisingabvumirani nemarwadzo.
Zuva rakatevera, panguva yekutevera pamuviri wangu pamwedzi, Ndakaona mumwe nyamukuta wechipiri, uyo akandipa kutaura kwakafanana: “Tora mamwe maDoliprane neSpasfon. Zvichapfuura. Kunze kwekuti ndairwadziwa zvisingaite. Handina kukwanisa kuchinja nzvimbo ndiri ndoga pamubhedha, sezvo kufamba kwega kwega kwaiwedzera marwadzo.
Mangwanani eChitatu, mushure meusiku hwekurutsa nekuchema, mumwe wangu akasarudza kundidzosera kuwadhi yemadzimai. Ndakaona nyamukuta wechitatu uyowo asina chaakaona. Asi aive nenjere dzekukumbira chiremba kuti auye kuzondiona. Ndakanoongororwa ropa vakaona kuti ndakanga ndapererwa nemvura uye ndine hosha huru kana kuzvimba kumwe. Ndakaiswa muchipatara, ndikaiswa drip. Ndakaongororwa ropa, weti, ultrasounds. Ndakabatwa kumusana ndakazembera padumbu. Aya manipulations akandirwadza kunge gehena.
Mangwanani eMugovera, ndakanga ndisisakwanisi kudya kana kunwa. Ndakange ndisisarara. Ndaingochema nekurwadziwa. Masikati, chiremba wezvekuzvara parunhare akafunga kunditumira kunovhenekwa, pasinei zvapo nokusawirirana kwapamuviri. Zvino mutongo waiva pakuti: Ndakanga ndine mweya wakawanda mudumbu mangu, saka pakaboborwa, asi takatadza kuona kupi nekuda kwemwana. Yakanga iri emergency yakakosha, ndaifanira kuvhiyiwa nekukurumidza.
Manheru iwayo, ndakanga ndiri muOR. Kuvhiya nemaoko mana: chiremba wekubereka uye chiremba anovhiya visceral kuti aongorore makona ese ehurongwa hwangu hwekugayira mwana wangu achangobuda. Pandakapepuka, ndiri muchipatara, ndakaudzwa kuti ndakanga ndapedza maawa mana muOR. Ndakanga ndiine buri hombe mucolon yangu ye sigmoid, uye peritonitis. Ndakaita mazuva matatu ndiri muintensive care. Mazuva matatu andakatunhidzwa, ndakaudzwa ndaudzwa ndaudzwazve kuti ndaiva chiitiko chechienzi, kuti ndakanga ndisingarwari zvikuru! Asi zvakare panguva yandakangokwanisa kuona mwanakomana wangu kwemaminetsi gumi-gumi nemashanu pazuva. Nechekare, paakaberekwa, ndakanga ndaiswa pafudzi rangu kwemasekonzi mashomanana kuti ndimutsvode. Asi handina kukwanisa kuibata sezvo maoko angu akanga akasungirirwa patafura yokuvhiya. Zvaishungurudza kuziva kuti akanga ari pasi pepamusoro pangu, mukuchengetwa kwevacheche, uye kusakwanisa kuenda kunomuona. Ndakaedza kuzvinyaradza ndichizviudza kuti akanga akachengetwa zvakanaka, akanga akapoteredzwa zvakanaka. Akaberekwa aine mavhiki 10 okukura, zvechokwadi akanga asati akwana, asi aiva nemazuva mashomanana chete, uye akanga aine utano hwakakwana. Ndiro rainyanya kukosha.
Ndakabva ndaendeswa kuoparesheni. kwandakagara kwevhiki. Mangwanani ndaingotsika tsika. Mumasikati, apo shanyo dzokuvhiya dzakabvumirwa pakupedzisira, mumwe wangu akauya kuzonditora kuti aende kunoona mwanakomana wedu. Takaudzwa kuti akanga asina kugadzikana uye ainetseka kunwa mabhodhoro ake, asi izvozvo zvakanga zvakajairika kumwana achangoberekwa. Zuva nezuva, zvaifadza asiwo zvairwadza kumuona ari ega mumubhedha wake muduku. Ndakazviudza kuti aifanira kunge aineni, dai muviri wangu usina kurega aizozvarwa nguva yakwana uye tainge tisina kumira mushe muchipatara umu. Ndakazvishora nekutadza kuripfeka zvakanaka, dumbu rangu raive nenyama neIV muruwoko rumwe. Akanga ari mutorwa akanga amupa bhodhoro rake rokutanga, kugeza kwake kwokutanga.
Pandakazoregedzwa ndiende kumba, mucheche akaramba kuti mwana wangu abude, akanga asati awedzera kuonda mushure memazuva gumi ekuchipatara. Ndakanzi ndigare naye muimba yaamai mwana, asi achindiudza kuti ndaifanira kumuchengeta ndega, kuti vanamukoti vekuchikoro vaisauya kuzondibatsira usiku. Kunze kwokuti mumamiriro angu ezvinhu, handina kukwanisa kumumbundira pasina rubatsiro. Saka ndaifanira kuenda kumba kunomusiya. Ndakaita senge ndamusiya. Sezvineiwo, mazuva maviri gare gare akawonda uye akadzorerwa kwandiri. Takazokwanisa kutanga kuedza kudzokera kuhupenyu hwemazuva ose. Mumwe wangu akaita zvinenge zvese kwemavhiki maviri asati adzokera kubasa, ini ndichipora.
Mazuva gumi ndabuda muchipatara, ndakazotsanangurirwa zvakanga zvaitika kwandiri. Panguva yokuongororwa kwangu, chiremba wokuvhiya akandipa migumisiro yechirwere chacho. Ndakanyanya kurangarira mazwi matatu aya: "hombe endometriotic focus". Ndakatoziva kuti zvairevei. Chiremba akanditsanangurira kuti, nemamiriro akaita colon yangu, yanga yavepo kwenguva yakareba, uye kuti kuongorora kwakapusa kungadai kwakaratidza maronda. Endometriosis chirwere chinokanganisa. Itsvina chaiyo, asi haisi hosha ine ngozi, inouraya. Nekudaro, dai ndanga ndawana mukana wekupukunyuka dambudziko rinowanzoitika (matambudziko ekuzvara), ndaiva nekodzero yedambudziko risingawanzoitika, iro dzimwe nguva rinogona kuuraya ...
Kuziva kuti ndaiva ne<em>digestive endometriosis kwakandipa hasha. Ndakanga ndichitaura nezve endometriosis kuvanachiremba vainditevera kwemakore, vachitsanangura zviratidzo zvandaiva nazvo zvairatidza chirwere ichi. Asi ndaigaroudzwa kuti “Aiwa, maperiods haaite zvakadaro”, “Munorwadziwa here pakutevera kwenyu mhai?” Tora painkiller ”, “ Nekuda kwekuti sisi vako vane endometriosis hazvireve kuti unayo futi ”…
Nhasi, mwedzi mitanhatu gare gare, ndichiri kudzidza kurarama nazvo zvose. Kubata mavanga angu kwainge kwakaoma. Ndinovaona uye ndichivakwiza mazuva ese, uye mazuva ese mameseji anodzoka kwandiri. Svondo rekupedzisira renhumbu yangu yakange yave kurwadziswa chaiko. Asi zvakandiponesa sezvo, nekuda kwemwana wangu, chikamu chedumbu chidiki chaive chanyatsonamira pakubuda kwecolon, zvichidzikamisa kukuvara. Chaizvoizvo, ndakamupa upenyu, asi iye akaponesa hwangu.