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Kuzvara mwana ari pasi pe X: uchapupu hwanyamukuta
Héloïse X. akaoneka, pakati peusiku hwechando, pachikumbaridzo chegonhi rekamuri rekukurumidzira. Aiita seapindwa nechando uye abatwa neshungu izvo zvaisamupa nguva yekufema. Aive neganda re diaphanic nemaziso ainetsekana. Aive mudiki, asina makore gumi nemasere, pamwe makumi maviri, kana kupfuura. Yaiva "Heloise", nokuti raiva zita rokutanga iro shamwari yechikoro chesekondari yakanga yakaita saiye. Yaiva "X." nokuti Heloise akanga afunga kuzvara muchivande. Handina kumboziva kuti ndiani.
Musangano wacho uri nyore. Nekukurumidza, mazwi ...
- Ndine zvipembenene, uyu ndiye mwana wangu wekutanga uye zvinosuruvarisa kuti handina chimwe chandinogona kuita kunze kwekuzvara pasi pe X. Ndinotya, ndinotya zvikuru, pane zvose. Haazivikanwe kuna mai vedu, haana kuteverwa pamuviri wake. Akaedza, asi hapana, semunhu akasununguka, aida kumuteerera. Haana kuwana mukana wekuridza pamikova chaiyo. Hapana kutarisirwa kunogamuchirwa pasina kuzivikanwa, kungoita ultrasound kufambidzana pakutanga kwepamuviri pakuronga mhuri. Anondiudza kuti anofunga kuti zvinhu zvose zvakanaka, kuti mwana wake ari kufamba nguva dzose uye kuti dumbu rake rakura zvakanyanya. Akacherechedza pamuviri pamwedzi mina nehafu, kunonoka kubvisa pamuviri nekuzvidira muFrance. Akapihwa kuti aende kuSpain asi aisada kunyangarika mwana wemangwana uyu waakanga apedzisira kunzwa kufamba, uyo "aive nekodzero yerombo rakewo". Chibereko chinokura nekukurumidza, haadi epidural. Anofuridza, anogeza, ndinomukwiza, anoda zano rangu rose uye anorishandisa. Anoda kuti mwana wake ave akanaka pane zvese. Basa rinotora maawa mana, izvo zvisiri zvakawanda zvekutanga kusununguka.
Héloïse haakwanisi kudzora misodzi yake
Tirikukurukura netsvimbo dzakatyoka. Anondiudza nezve mamiriro emimba:
– Ndainyatsodanana nemukomana wangu. Tava nemwedzi miviri tiri tese, taifonerana nguva dzese. Taiva mukoreji imwe chete. Ndirwo rwaiva rudo rwangu rwekutanga. Rimwe zuva, ndakakanganwa piritsi rangu, kamwe chete Anna, ndinopika kwauri, unonditenda here?
Hongu ndinomutenda hangu.
– Ndinofunga kuti ndosaka ndakabata pamuviri. Muchidimbu, akandisiya kune rimwe, zera rake, uye akandiudza kuti ndakanga ndisati ndambova nehanya naye. Mwedzi mitatu pashure pokunge taparadzana, ndakaona kuti ndakanga ndava nepamuviri nemhaka yachiremba akanga achizondipa chitupa chetenisi. Kwaive kwave naye chete. Ndakaedza kutaura naye kakawanda, asi hazvina kubudirira. Mwana uyu muchero werudo rwechokwadi. Ndaimuda mukomana uyu, shuwa zvandaimuda.
Héloïse akachema, akachema zvikuru. Haadi kundiudza nezvemhuri yake, mabviro ake. Ndinongoona ari mukadzi wechidiki akanaka kwazvo ane maziso emhunga anokatyamadza anopenya kana achirwadza, vhudzi rakapetana raanopingudza nechinyoreso. Akanaka, akapfeka bhutsu dzakanaka dzesuede, bhegi reganda rine ruvara rwengamera nebhachi remvere gobvu remakushe. Haadi kusiya chero chinhu mufaira rake, kunyanya kwete chitupa chake. Anoramba kubvumira rudo rwechinguvana urwu kuchinja mararamiro ake zvachose.
Anomuudza kuti ane urombo pane zvose
Anotya, anoti ane kodzero yehupenyu hwakafanana nababa, kuti hapana chikonzero chekuti zvisiyane naye Anowedzera kuti haasi kuzvimiririra, kuti vabereki vake vakaoma zvikuru uye vaizodzingwa. mumigwagwa. Tinokurukura pamwe chete kutambura kuchauya kwaari nemwana wake. Ndinomunyengetedza kuti asiye nhoroondo yake yezvekurapa uye tsamba yemwana. Zvaanogamuchira. Iniwo ndinomuudza kuti ini pachangu ndinonyora nyaya yekuuya kwake, yemusangano wedu, wezvese zvinoitika, kuisiya mufaira. Ndinomutsanangurira kuti semaonero angu, izvi chikamu chekuchengeta kwangu sanyamukuta. Anonditenda nemoyo. Nguva yekuzvarwa yakasvika. Héloïse akaperekedza mwana wake zvinoshamisa uye akaisa simba rake rose kumubatsira nepaaigona napo. Akazvarwa na4:18 am Aive mukomana mudiki akanaka ane makirogiramu mana, akamuka chaizvo. Pakarepo akamutora paari, akamutarisa, akamubata ndokumuzevezera mashoko munzeve yake. Akamutsvodawo, kwenguva refu. Anomuudza kuti aive nehurombo pane zvese, asi kuti angazvifungidzira muvabereki vatsva pane mugaba remarara muchipatara cheSpanish. Ndakavasiya vari vaviri, vakapedza nguva yakanaka vari pamwe chete. Akamupa bhodhoro rake rekutanga. Uyo wandakabhabhatidza Josefa akanga akachenjera; kwete kuchema, kwete inzwi. Kutarisa, kutarisa, kutarisa kwakawanda. Kuma 5:30 mangwanani, akandifonera. Akanga aonekana naye.
Ndiko kutanga kwehupenyu hutsva kwaari, anondiudza
Ndakatora Joseph mumaoko angu ndikamupa kune mukoti akamutora achimurwisa nechipfuramabwe kwehusiku hwose. Ndakaziva, kunyange pasina chokwadi, kuti vaisazomboonana zvakare. Ndakagara naHéloïse uyo aisada kuzorora. Mudumbu wacho airwadza chaizvo uye akaramba achingogunun’una, kunyange akanga asina chinhu
akadaro panguva yebasa. Mangwanani-ngwanani, akafunga kuenda. Pane imwe kona yekamuri akanga asiya katsamba kaiva nefaira remwana. Mukuwedzera kumamiriro ake ezvinhu, akapa rondedzero yake yokunyama neyemukomana wake: “Tose takanga tiri varefu, tine maziso ebrown, vhudzi rakapetana, takafanana, kunoratidzika kuti takaita varoorani vakanaka zvikuru. . "Mamwe mazwi zvakare: "Ndinokuda, mudiki wangu, asi hupenyu hwakaita sarudzo dzinoshamisa." Wakarwa kuti uuye ndikakurega. Usanetseke, uchave nevabereki vakanaka uye ndinovimba hupenyu hwakanaka. ” Zuva rava kudoka akabva aenda zvake. Handina kuzomboona Héloïse zvakare. Ndakaonekana naJosefa mazuva mashanu aberekwa, asati aenda kunorerwa vana. Pamwe ndichamuona zvakare? Zvinoita sezvinoitika. Ndinovimba kuti achafara. Héloïse haana kumboramba. Josefa akarerwa nevabereki vasiri vake mwedzi miviri nemazuva mashoma aberekwa. Uye handina mubvunzo kuti anoita kuti vabereki vake vafare.
Verenga zvakare : Shingairira muhupenyu hwemazuva ese hwanyamukuta
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