PSYchology

Ndakati muna April kuThailand ndakaita upenzi kurapa munhu akanga akapindwa muropa nezvinodhaka. Uyezve, panguva yakaoma zvikuru yekutanga, paakanga achangobva kusarudza kubvisa heroin uye zvakanga zvisingatsungiririki kwaari. Ndaifanira kuva naye kwenguva yakareba kwazvo kuti ndimubudise kunze kwekuregererwa.

Ndakaita maekisesaizi kamwe anenge mazuva ose. Andrei akati aiita seakatsemurwa nemapoka maviri aigara maari. Ndakavatumidza kuti White naBlack. Mangwanani, taiwanzotaura kumasangano ose ari maviri achichinjana. Hongu, yakanga yakaipa kudarika nhandare ipi neipi yaityisa. Kana Cherny akataura, akachema, anyengetedza, akatyisidzira, akarwa muhudyu. Ndagara ndakachengeta nguva. Maminitsi gumi neimwe nzira, gumi neimwe. Uye saka kakawanda. Mazuva ekutanga Mutema aive akasimba chaizvo. Zvino zvishoma nezvishoma White akatanga kuwana simba. Pane imwe nzvimbo muvhiki simba ravo rakanga rakaenzana. Ipapo Bely akabva awedzera kugutsikana. Chinhu chikuru ndechokuti pashure "kukurukurirana" Andrey akadzikama. Kana munhu ane manzwiro, anoda kubudiswa, mukana wekuzvitarisa kubva kunze - ichi chiito chinoshanda zvikuru. Apa mabhenefiti echiitwa aive pachena.

Ndakasimbisawo rutsigiro rwaBely. Ndakatenga shamhu ndokuiisa paruoko rwaAndrey, ndichiita kuti mukomana uyu aite senge abatwa nehope ndichiti ishungu iri serious. Anopa simba uye anodzivirira kubva pakurwiswa kweBlack. Kwemazuva akati wandei, Andrey akarota hope dzekuti Cherny aida kuti abvise ruoko rwake neduri.

Zvakare, izvi, zvinozoitika, yaivewo gestalt, takaita kurovedza muviri kwakadai. Uyewo kuwedzera simba reMuchena.

Ini naAndrei takamira kumashure, uye nemaziso akavharwa akadzokorora mazwi anotevera mushure mangu:

Tiri pamwe chete.

handisi ndega.

Pamwe chete tiri simba.

Simba guru.

Tinogona kuita zvese!

Tiri kufambira mberi!

Hapana mubvunzo!

Hapana maaramu!

Nzira yedu yakajeka.

TIRI PAMWE chete.

Isu tiri simba!

Ndinozviziva.

Ndinotenda.

ndichaita

handisi ndega!

Paiva nekudzidzira nemaruva, zvinhu. Ruva, rakazova oleander, iyi inyaya yakasiyana, uye ini ndichanyora zvakasiyana, chinhu chinonakidza ndechekuti musangano naye wakaitika, sezvandakataura, netsaona. Ratidzo rakabva rangove muzita oleander. Baba vaida kutumidza mwanakomana wavo Oleg, uye mai vake Andrei. Zita reruva ndere oleander. Mystic, uye chete. Taitaurawo nguva zhinji neruva. Kuchinja munhu kune zvimwe zvinhu kunopa muono unoshamisa wemamiriro acho ezvinhu.

Takataurawo nemweya, takaita zvinhu zvakawanda. Zvino ndichaziva kuti yaive gestalt. Zvinhu zvakanaka, chokwadi! Mabasa.

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