Pane imwe nguva ndakararama, uye zvinhu zvose zvakanga zvakaipa neni. Ndinonyora zvakananga, nokuti munhu wose anotoziva izvi. Kumba, Sarah Bernhardt akanditsvinyira nekuda kwekusuruvara kwangu, vandaishanda navo - Tsarevna Nesmeyana, vamwe vese vaingoshamisika kuti sei ndaigara ndakagumbuka. Zvino ndiri munzira ndakasangana nachiremba wepfungwa. Basa rake raiva rokundidzidzisa kurarama miniti yoga yoga uye kunakidzwa nazvo.
Ndakanamatira kunyanzvi yepfungwa sechembere isinganzwi kune yekupedzisira yekunzwa, uye semhedzisiro yekurapa kwepfungwa, ndakatanga kunzwa, kuona uye kunhuwidza zvese zviri kuitika iko zvino. Semumwe murwere weKashpirovsky, ane vanga rakagadziriswa, ndinozivisa: Ndakarapwa, uye chiremba wepfungwa akaita basa rake.
Uye zvino vamwe vanhu vanoshamisika kuti sei ndiri kushingaira, handigoni kudzikama uye kugara ndakanyarara. Pane kuti nditarise ramangwana neshungu, ndakatanga kutarisisa nhasi nechido. Asi izvi, matanda emisipiresi, aifanira kudzidzwa. Chaizvoizvo, iwe unogona chete kutanga kudzidza kuzorora, hapana muganho pazviri, maererano nekukwana ikoko. Uye kuti ndizviruramise, ndichataura kuti pakutanga ndakanga ndisiri ini chete, asi nyika yose yaitya kuzorora.
Saka, mazororo angu ezhizha aiwanzopera muvhiki yekutanga yaNyamavhuvhu, apo amai vangu vakadonha zvine musoro: "Nenguva isipi kuchikoro." Kwaifungidzirwa kuti chikoro chacho chaifanira kuva chakaoma kugadzirira. Dhirowa minda mumanotibhuku matsva ane tsvuku paste, puruzira tayi, dzokorora - horror! - zvakapfuura zvinhu.
Mukireshi, vakagadzirira giredhi rekutanga, kuchikoro - nekuda kwesarudzo ine mutoro webasa, kuyunivhesiti - ye "hupenyu hukuru"
Asi zvose izvi zvakanga zvisiri chinhu chikuru. Chakanyanya kukosha kwaive kuisirwa: "zorora, zorora, asi usakanganwa" uye "iwe unofanirwa kuzorora uine pundutso." Nemhaka yokuti chinhu chikuru chekona ipi neipi mumazuva iwayo kwakanga kuri kugadzirira kwetsika nokuda kwemiedzo yaiuya. Mukireshi, vakagadzirira giredhi rekutanga, kuchikoro - kune ane mutoro sarudzo yebasa, payunivhesiti - ye "hupenyu hukuru". Uye apo upenyu hwakatanga, apo pakanga pasina chinhu chokugadzirira uye ini ndaingofanira kurarama, zvakazoitika kuti ndakanga ndisingachaiti simba rangu.
Uye shure kwezvose, munhu wose aiwanzoita izvi: vakachengetedza chimwe chinhu, vakatanga mabhuku ekuchengetedza, vachiisa parutivi kubva kune avo vanosuruvarisa zana-ruble muhoro wezuva remvura (iyo yakauya pakarepo zuva raitevera). Vakaunganidza pasta kana hondo nevaAmerica, vaitya chimwe chinhu, vamwe "kamwe kamwe" uye "haumbozivi", mamwe matambudziko akarongwa uye mamwe matambudziko.
Sezvo Shvonder akaimba pamwe chete mufurati pamusoro pemusoro waPurofesa akakatyamadzwa Preobrazhensky: "Makore akaoma ari kuenda, tati-tat-tati-tat, vamwe vachauya shure kwavo, uye ichavawo yakaoma." Type: haugone kuzorora, nekuti hapana chemukati, kana muvengi wekunze akarara. Ndivo vanovaka mazano. "Gadzirira!" - "Gara wakagadzirira!". Kutanga tichakunda zvese, uye ipapo chete ...
Tarisiro yekusingaperi yeramangwana rakajeka nemakumi emamiriyoni, zvizvarwa zvakawanda zvevanhu hazvina kusekwa nemunhu, asi zvakadaro havasi vose vanoziva mararamiro. Kunyangwe genetics imhosva kana hudiki hwakaoma, asi kune vamwe - ini, semuenzaniso - chete nyanzvi yakadzidziswa ane ruzivo uye nzira refu yekurapa inogona kubatsira mune iyi pfungwa. Saka zvese zviri kufamba.
Zvavari kuita iye zvino: vanogara muchikwereti, asi vari kurarama nhasi
Kunyange zvazvo vakawanda vanoita zvakanaka vari voga. Neimwe nzira ivo vakazviwana ivo vamene, vakanzwisisa: "Iye zvino kana kusambofa!" Zviri mumweya wenguva. Naizvozvo, zvavari kuita iye zvino: vanotora zvikwereti, vanotenga zvese, uye vozodzosera kana kwete. Vanogara muzvikwereti, asi nhasi vari kurarama.
Uye vamwe vachiri kusava nechokwadi nekururama kwekusaona zviri mberi uku. Uye zvakare frivolity. Kureruka kwakawanda. Izvo, kana tikatora munhu chaiye, uye kwete nyika, mauto kana bhizinesi-hurongwa hwemazano, ndiwo mukana wedu wega wekufara. Uye sezvazvakazoitika, vanyori vevana, nyanzvi dzepfungwa, vazivi, uye kunyange mabhuku matsvene anobvumirana pane izvi. Mufaro, rugare, kuwirirana, mufaro, hupenyu pachahwo zvinogoneka chete pano uye ikozvino. Zvino hapana chinoitika. "Gare gare" haipo mune zvakasikwa.
Zvekare, vashambadziri (vakanakisa vanoverenga zvese) vakabata maitiro uye vanoishandisa chete nenzira iyi. Mumavhidhiyo anofara, ini handikuponese kubva kune chembere dzechitsotsi, mamaneja anoremekedzwa anosarudza kutamba misikanzwa, vanamainini vachibvarura zvitsitsinho zvavo uye kugeza mumatsime ...
Hapana anoshanda, munhu wese anogara, anofarira, nguva nenguva kuronga mazororo. "Shangu dzehupenyu huno!", "Rarama - tamba!", "Pembera nguva iyi!", "Tora zvese kubva muhupenyu!", "Ravira hupenyu", uye zviri nyore uye zvinoshoreka zvakanyanya kubva pakiti refodya: "Gara mukati ikozvino!” . Muchidimbu, munhu haadi kurarama kubva kune ese aya mafoni kuti ararame.
Mumwe munhu, kuti arege kutambura, anofanira kuverenga mabhuku ehuzivi, asi ndaifanira kunyora kwenguva refu uye zvinoshamisa neruoko rwangu rworuboshwe.
Zvisinei, ndizvo zvinogara zvakadaro kwandiri. Zvishoma - mafungiro anodonha, uye kurarama ... kwete, ini handidi. Ndaisada. Ndakasvika pakupesana nenzanga yaigara ichipembererwa, iyo yakanga yatobata pfungwa chaiyo yokureruka kusingatsungiririki. Madonna akapindura sei mubvunzo woupenzi kumutori wenhau wokuti: “Chii chiri revo youpenyu?” "Mukusatambura." Uye ndizvozvo.
Mumwe chete, kuti arege kutambura, anofanira kuverenga mabhuku ehuzivi uye kukudziridza squint yavo yefilosofi, mumwe munhu anoda bhodhoro reMakhachkala vodka, asi ndaifanira kunyora kwenguva refu uye zvinoshamisa neruoko rwangu rworuboshwe. Iyi inyanzvi yakadaro. Nyora neruoko rwako rweruboshwe zvinhu zvemarudzi ose, muchimiro chechimiro. Edza kusvika kune subconscious. Zvakafanana nekudzidza kunyora zvakare, sekudzidza kurarama zvakare. Zvinoita semunamato, senhetembo. "Zvakachengeteka kwandiri kuti ndirarame", "Ndakachengeteka kuti ndifare", "Ndiri kufara pano uye zvino".
Ndaisatenda mazviri zvachose. Zvese izvi zvirevo zvinogona kuverengerwa kwandiri chete nekuwedzera kune imwe neimwe chidimbu chihombe NOT: "HANDISI kusununguka", "HANDINA kuchengeteka kurarama." Uye zvakabva zvaita sezvichirega, zvakava nyore kwandiri kufema, kunhuhwirira nemanzwi zvakadzoka, sekunge mushure mekufenda. Ndakasvika pakuda kudya kwangu kwemangwanani, mafuta ekuzora, zvikanganiso zvangu, shangu dzangu itsva, kukanganisa kwangu, vadikani vangu, uye kunyange basa rangu. Uye vasingadi chaizvo avo, mushure mekuverenga "20 nzira dzekuzviita wakanaka" muchikamu che "psychology" chemagazini yevakadzi yakachipa, vanotaura vachizvidemba kuti "ese aya matambudziko emukadzi."
Nokuda kwechimwe chikonzero, hazviitike kune ani zvake kuti afambe negumbo rakaputika, asi kurarama nehuropi hwakakanganiswa kunoonekwa sechinyakare.
"Ndave kupenga, ndoenda kuna chiremba wepfungwa?" Hongu! Nokuda kwechimwe chikonzero, hazviitike kune ani zvake kuti afambe negumbo rakaputika, asi kurarama nehuropi hwakakanganiswa, kutyisa kuvapo kwako uye vamwe, kunoonekwa sechinyakare. Kufanana nehupenyu mukutarisira kusingaperi kwedambudziko uye kusingaperi kusagadzirira kwemufaro. Saka mushure mezvose, inonyanya kujaira: bristle - uye iwe haungatorwa nekushamisika!
Vanhu vane bristled, nguva dzebristled, hukama hwakasimba. Asi ini handidzokeri kune chimwe cheizvi. Handidi kuti hupenyu hwangu, kufanana nemazororo ezhizha, kupera pakati pekunakidzwa, nekuda kwekuti uropi hwangu hunoshandiswa kugadzirira zvakaipisisa.
“Kuitira kuti upenyu husaratidzika sohuchi,” mukuru webasa akafarira kudzokorora, uyo, kuti agone kugonana nokufara kwangu, aifanira kunditakudza rimwe basa. "Mwana uyu haagone kurarama nekuoma kwehupenyu," amai vangu vakagomera vakatarisa kamwana kangu, vasingatombofungi kuti zvipingamupinyi zvingasauya.
“Unoseka zvikuru nhasi, sokunge kuti haufaniri kuchema mangwana,” ambuya vangu vakacherekedza. Vese vaive nezvikonzero zvavo zveizvi. Ini handina.
Uye zviri nani kutorwa semurwere asina kujairika wenyanzvi yepfungwa uye kunyora neruoko rwako rweruboshwe kwemazuva, pane kuenda matsi zvakare, kuita bofu uye kurasikirwa nekufanotaura kwako kunofadza. Hupenyu hunofanira kushandiswa. Uye kana ichi chiri chikwereti, ipapo ndinobvumirana kune chero mubereko.