Mudzidzi Millie Gaskin inyanzvi yeBritish. Musikana uyu akakwanisa kukunda anorexia uye akafuridzira vamwe vanhu kurwisa chirwere ichi.
Millie Gaskin pamakwikwi ekutamba. Kufanidzirwa kurudyi
Yoghururu-mafuta yogati yemangwanani uye sipinashi yekudya kwemasikati - ndizvo, zviripo, kudya kwese kwemudzidzi Millie Gaskin, uyo manheru e2017 akasarudza kuti "atange hupenyu hutsva".
Iye akarodha pasi yakakurumbira koriori kuverenga app uye haana kuzviona iye amene apindwa muropa nechikafu. Kunyanya chaizvo, kubva paasipo.
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Izvozvi Millie akakurumidza kuona kuti aisada kudya pa1 kcal pazuva rakapihwa nechirongwa - mushure mezvose, zvaive "zvakawandisa" zvakadaro. "Pakazosvika Kurume, ndanga ndichidya zvisingasviki mazana macalorie pazuva," musikana uyu akabvuma mukubvunzana neMirror portal.
"Ndaiita kurovedzwa kwepamoyo zuva nezuva munzvimbo yekurovedza muviri, kuyunivhesiti uye kumashure ndakafamba ndoga netsoka uye ndakasarudza nzira dzakareba kwazvo - uye zvese izvi nekuda kwemakumi emakumi macalorie akatsva," Millie akayeuka.
Kudzidza mune rimwe guta kwakamubatsira kuvanza kuda kwake uye nekudzikisa huremu kubva kumhuri yake kwenguva yakareba. Zvisinei, mushure mekunge musikana wacho asangana naamai vake, akaridza alarm.
Vabereki vakaona kuti Millie haadyi chero chinhu uye vakamuendesa kukiriniki. Nekudaro, kunyangwe iye 22-gore-rekare murwere akashamisika nemhinduro yenyanzvi.
Vanachiremba vakaudza amai vanonetseka kuti hapana chavainetseka nacho. Kurema kwemwanasikana wake kuri pachikumbaridzo chezasi, izvo zvinoreva kuti hapana chinotyisidzira hutano hwake.
Zvakangodaro, mamiriro ezvinhu aMillie akawedzera zuva rega rega. Akaenderera mberi nekuramba chikafu uye akatadza kuzviunzira kuti adye chero chinhu. Mushure memavhiki akati wandei ekundikana kuyedza kupa mwanasikana wake, amai vake vakatendeukira zvakare kuna vanachiremba - uyezve musikana akaonekwa aine anorexia.
“Glucose iri pasi peyakajairika. Ini ndairambidzwa kuenda chero ndega, kutyaira mota, uye kubuda mumba zvachose (kunze kwekugadzwa kwechiremba). Ini ndaimboenda kunotamba, asi kunyangwe ivo vakarambidzwa, ”akadaro Milli.
“Vakandiendesa kuchipatara chaiita kunge chejeri. Vamwe varwere vaitaridzika kunge zombies, vasina hupenyu mavari. Baba vangu vakati havadi kundiona ndakafanana navo. Kazhinji ndaingorara ndakazvambarara pasi pechipatara uye ndochema. "
Zvakadaro, kuve pasi pekutarisirwa kwakasimba kwevanachiremba kwakaitira musikana uyu zvakanaka. Akaisa huremu hushoma, asi kwete zvachose nekuda kwekuti kufadza mhuri kana kukurumidza kuenda "mahara".
Shanduko yaive yekuziva kuti muviri wake waive uchiparadzwa pamberi pemeso ake. Millie akabvuma kuti kurasikirwa nebvudzi kamwe kamwe kwakamushamisa chaizvo.
“Ndakanga ndichigeza ndikangoerekana ndaona kuti vhudzi rangu rakanga rasara pabathroom. Ndakatarisa pasi ndikaona kuomarara kwemabhonzo. Zvakandityisa zvikuru. Kubva ipapo, ndakatanga kuyedza kupora, ”akadaro Gaskin.
Uye akanyatsoisa simba rake mukati maro. Millie aisakwanisa kudya zvakanyanya uye aitya kuzova nani nguva dzese, asi haana kufunga kukanda mapfumo pasi.
Millie Gaskin neshamwari dzake pamutambo wekuzvarwa kwake
Uye zvakare, iyo mhuri yakamubhadharira kosi yekurapwa kwepfungwa, zvekuti musikana uyu aigona kubata nerutivi rwepfungwa rwechirwere chake.
Imwe yenguva dzakakosha yakaitika pamabiko ekuzvarwa kwaMillie. Shamwari yakamubikira keke, uye musikana wekuzvarwa "akapenga", achifunga kuti anomanikidzwa kudya iyo dhizeti yakazara. Akagadzikana pasi, akaona kuti munhu wese aifara kutora chimedu chekeke - ndokufunga kuyedza zvishoma. "Kubva ipapo, ini ndaidya chidimbu chekeke zuva rega rega," Gaskin akadaro.
Paaive achirasikirwa nehuremu, akapindwa muropa nekumhanya, kunyangwe zvisiri zvehutano, asi aine chinangwa chekupisa macalorie akawanda. Zvisinei, kugara uchingoshaya simba kwakatendera Millie kunakidzwa nekumhanya.
Mushure mekunge musikana wacho asimba, akada kutangazve mitambo. “Zvakanditorera mwedzi minomwe kuti nditange kumhanya. Uye zvino ndafunga kuti zvechokwadi ndichaenda kunotora marathon, ”akadaro Milli.
Gaskin, 22, akatora chikamu muAsics 48-kilometre kumhanya muLondon. Akauya kumutsetse wekupedzisira mumaminetsi gumi nemazana chete. “Ndakangoisa mahedhifoni ndokuvhura mumhanzi. Uye ndainzwa ndiri mupenyu, ”Millie akagovana zvaakaona.
Makore maviri mushure mekutanga kwekuremerwa zvakanyanya, Millie Gaskin haakwanise kuzvirumbidza nezvehutano hweOlympic.
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Kubva Zvita 2017, Millie Gaskin akatanga kukurumidza kudzikira huremu.
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“Ndichiri kutya kukora, uye ndinonzwa kusuwa pese pandinodya. Ndichiri kufunga kuti handikodzeri dhizeti… Zuva rega rega kwandiri ihondo yekurwira huremu hwangu, ”musikana akagovana kudaro. Kunyange zvakadaro, anoramba achirwira hutano, anoshanda nachiremba wepfungwa uye anotenda kuti rimwe zuva achadzokera kuchimiro chake chekare.