Vabereki veNarcissistic dzimwe nguva vanorera vana vavo mukuyedza kuvarera kuti vave "vakanaka" hunhu. Psychoanalyst Gerald Schonewulf anoudza imwe yenyaya dzekurerwa kwakadaro.
Ndichakutaurira nyaya yemukomana uyo amai vake vakaedza kurera "diki genius." Aizvionawo seane shasha isina kuvhurika uye akagutsikana kuti mhuri yake yakanga yamudzivisa kugona kwake kwenjere kukura kusvika kuzere.
Akazvara mwanakomana, Firipi, kunonoka uye kubva pakutanga chaiko akanzwisisa mwana senzira yekugutsa zvaanoda. Aidiwa kuti ajekese kusurukirwa kwake uye kuratidza kuti mhuri yake yakanga isina kururama pamusoro pake. Aida kuti mukomana amunamate, amai vanoshamisa, asi chinhu chikuru ndechokuti anokura senyanzvi, kuenderera mberi kwe "genius" yake.
Kubva pakuzvarwa, akafuridzira Firipi kuti aive nani pane vezera rake - akangwara, akanaka uye kazhinji "kirasi yepamusoro". Haana kumubvumira kuti atambe nevana vemunharaunda, achitya kuti "vaizomuparadza" ne "base" hobbies. Kunyange paaiva nepamuviri, aimuverengera zvinonzwika uye akaita zvose kuti arere mwanakomana wake kuti ave mwana akachenjera, ane makore asati akwana aizozova chiratidzo chekubudirira kwake. Pazera ramakore matatu, akanga ava kutogona kurava nokunyora.
Muchikoro chepuraimari, akanga ari mberi zvikuru pane vamwe vana pakukura. Iye "akasvetuka" kuburikidza nekirasi uye akava mudiwa wevadzidzisi. Philip akadarika vaaidzidza navo pakuita zvedzidzo uye airatidza kururamisa tarisiro yaamai vake. Zvisinei, vana vomukirasi yacho vakatanga kumudheerera. Mukupindura zvichemo, amai vacho vakapindura, kuti: “Vanongova negodo newe. Musava nehanya navo. Vanokuvenga nokuti vakanyanyisa kukupfuura pazvinhu zvose. Nyika yaizova nzvimbo iri nani pasina ivo. "
Akange asisakwanise kuzvinyaradza nenyaya yekuti aingove negodo: kuita kwake mudzidzo kwakadonha zvakanyanya, uye zvino pakanga pasisina chekuitira godo.
Munguva yake yose kuchikoro chesekondari, amai vake vakanga vachitarisira zvakakwana Philip. Kana mukomana wacho akazvibvumira amene kusava nechokwadi nemirayiridzo yake, airangwa zvakaomarara. Mukirasi, akaramba ari munhu asingadiwi, asi akazvitsanangura pachake noukuru hwake pane vaaidzidza navo.
Matambudziko chaiwo akatanga apo Firipi akapinda mukoreji yepamusoro. Ikoko akarega kumira achipesana nemamiriro ekunze: pakanga paine vadzidzi vakangwara vakakwana mukoreji. Mukuwedzera, akasiiwa ari oga, asina kudzivirirwa nguva dzose naamai. Aigara mudorm nevamwe vakomana vaifunga kuti anoshamisa. Akange asisakwanise kuzvinyaradza nekuti aingove negodo: kuita kwake mudzidzo kwakadonha zvakanyanya, uye zvino pakanga pasisina chekuchiva. Zvakazoitika kuti chokwadi njere dzake dziri pasi peavhareji. Kuzviremekedza kwaaiita kwaiparara.
Zvakaratidza kuti paive negomba chairo pakati pemunhu waakadzidziswa naamai vake naFiripi chaiye. Kare, akanga ari mudzidzi ane unyanzvi, asi iye zvino akanga asingakwanisi kupasa zvidzidzo zvakawanda. Vamwe vadzidzi vakamuseka.
Akashatirwa: sei "vasina" ava vangamuseka? Chikuru airwadziwa nekusekwa nevasikana. Haana kukura kuva nyanzvi yakanaka zvachose, sezvakataurwa naamai vake, asi, pane zvinopesana, akanga akaderera uye asina kunaka, ane mhuno pfupi uye maziso maduku.
Mushure mezviitiko zvakawanda, akapedzisira ava muchipatara chepfungwa, kwaakaonekwa kuti ane chirwere chepfungwa chinonzi paranoid schizophrenia.
Mukutsiva, Firipi akatanga kuronga zvakaipa nevaaidzidza navo, kupinda mumakamuri evasikana, akamboedza kudzvinya mumwe wevadzidzi. Pashure pezviitiko zvakawanda zvakafanana, akapedzisira ava muchipatara chevarwere vepfungwa, kwaakaonekwa kuti ane paranoid schizophrenia. Panguva iyoyo, akanga ane pfungwa dzenhema dzokuti akanga asiri nyanzvi chete, asiwo ane mano anoshamisa: somuenzaniso, aigona kuuraya munhu kune rumwe rutivi rwenyika nesimba rokufunga. Aiva nechokwadi chokuti muuropi hwake maiva nema<em>neurotransmitters chaiwo asina mumwe munhu aiva nawo.
Pashure pemakore mashomanana ari muchipatara chevarwere vepfungwa, akakwanisa kuita sokunge akanga akagwinya achibva asunungurwa. Asi Firipi akanga asina kwekuenda: paakasvika kuchipatara, amai vake vakashatirwa, vakaita mhirizhonga muhutungamiri hwechipatara ndokufira ikoko nechirwere chemoyo.
Asi kunyange paaiva mumugwagwa, Firipi akaramba achizvifunga kuti ari nani pane vamwe uye aifunga kuti aingonyepedzera kuva asina pokugara kuti avanze ukuru hwake kune vamwe uye kuti azvidzivirire pakutambudzwa. Akanga achiri kuvenga nyika yose iyi yakaramba kuziva shasha yake.
Firipi aitarisira kuti pakupedzisira ndiye munhu aikoshesa shasha yake.
Pane imwe nguva Firipi akadzika munzira. Mbatya dzake dzakanga dzakasviba, ainhuwa: akanga asina kugeza kwemavhiki akawanda. Kumucheto kwechikuva, Firipi akaona musikana wechidiki akanaka. Sezvo airatidzika kuva akachenjera uye anotapira, akatarisira kuti pakupedzisira aizova rudzi rwomunhu anoonga unyanzvi hwake. Akasvika paari ndokumubvunza nguva. Musikana wacho akamutarisa nokukurumidza, akaonga chitarisiko chake chinosemesa, uye nokukurumidza akafuratira.
Ndakamusema, akafunga Firipi, akafanana nevamwe vese! Akayeuka vamwe vasikana vose vepakoreji vaimuseka, asi kutaura zvazviri vakanga vasina kukodzera kunyange kuva pedyo naye! Ndakarangarira mashoko amai vangu ekuti nyika yaizove nani pasina vamwe vanhu.
Sezvo chitima chakasvika pachiteshi, Philip akasaidzira musikana wacho munjanji. Achinzwa kuchema kwake kwairwadza, hapana chaakanzwa.