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Ndava nemakore 25, ndakabereka mapatya. Panguva iyoyo, ndakanga ndiri ndoga, ndisina murume-murume, ndakasununguka muchipatara chevanaamai cheSt. Ndakazvara ndisinganzwisise kuti vana chii, ndoita sei navo uye kuti zvichachinja sei hupenyu hwangu. Vasikana vakaberekwa vaduku zvikuru - 1100 uye 1600. Nehuremu hwakadaro, vakatumirwa kuchipatara kwemwedzi kuti vawane uremu kusvika 2,5 kg. Zvakanga zvakaita seizvi - vakanga vavete imomo mumidziyo yepurasitiki-mabhedha, pakutanga pasi pemarambi, ndakauya kuchipatara kwezuva rose, asi vakarega vasikana vari 3-4 chete pazuva kwemaminitsi gumi nemashanu kuti vadye. Vakadyiswa nemukaka wakagadzirwa, uyo wakaratidzwa nevanhu gumi nevashanu mune imwe kamuri hafu yeawa vasati vadyisa, nemaoko nemapombi emazamu. Chiratidziro hachitsananguriki. Vanhu vashoma vaiziva kuzvibata nemwana wekirogiramu, uye hazvina kumboitika kune ani zvake kuti akumbire kugara nemwana kwenguva refu kana kuyamwisa, kana kuputika muimba paunoona kuti mwana wako ari kuchema sekucheka, nokuti nguva pakati pekudya ndeye. maawa matatu ane nzara . Vakawedzerawo nemusanganiswa, kwete kunyanya kubvunza, asi kunyange kumurayira kupfuura zamu.
Iye zvino ndava kunzwisisa kupenga kwacho uye ndinosarudza kusayeuka, nokuti ndinobva ndatanga kunzwa ndine mhosva uye misodzi inoyerera. Kuti muzvipatara zvemadzimai, kuti muzvipatara havana hanya chaizvo nehupenyu hunotevera, inongova conveyor belt, uye kana iwe usina hanya, mwana achatorwa pasina kana kupa kuti atarise mushure mekusununguka. Sei usingakwanisi kupedza nguva yakawanda nemwana paanenge achida zvakanyanya, paanenge asati asvika uye asinganzwisisi chinhu, anodanidzira kubva kuchiedza, kubva kuchando kana kupisa, nzara uye kubva pakushayikwa kwaamai vake. , uye unomira seri kwegirazi womirira kuverenga wachi kwemaawa matatu! Ndaive mumwe wemarobhoti asingazive zviri kuitika uye kuita zvaanenge audzwa. Zvino, pavakanga vava nemwedzi, ndakaunza mapundu maviri aya kumba. Ndaisanzwa rudo rwakawanda uye kubatana navo. Basa chete rehupenyu hwavo, uye panguva imwe chete, chokwadi, ndaida kuvapa zvakanakisisa. Sezvo zvakanga zvakaoma zvikuru (vaichema nguva dzose, vaiita misikanzwa, vakandidana, vose vaishingaira), ndakaneta ndokudonha pakupera kwezuva, asi usiku hwose ndaifanira kumuka pamibhedha, kundizunungusa. pamaoko angu, etc. Kazhinji handina kana kumborara. Ndaigona kushevedzera kana kutovarova, izvo zvino zvinoita sezvisinganzwisisike kwandiri (vakanga vava nemakore maviri). Asi tsinga dzakapa nesimba. Ndakadzikama ndokuzopengenuka patakazoenda kuIndia kwemwedzi mitanhatu. Uye zvakava nyore kwavari chete pavakanga vava nababa uye vakatanga kundirembera zvishoma. Izvi zvisati zvaitika, vanenge vasina kuenda. Iye zvino vava kuda kusvitsa makore mashanu. Ndinovada kwazvo. Ndinoedza kuita zvose kuitira kuti vakure kwete muhurongwa, asi murudo uye rusununguko. Vanoshamwaridzana, vanofara, vanoshingaira, vana vane mutsa, kumbundira miti 🙂 Zvichiri zvakandiomera dzimwe nguva, asi hapana kutsamwa uye kusagadzikana, kungoneta kwakajairika. Zvakaoma, nokuti ndinopedza nguva yakawanda ndine mwana, asi ndinozvipira kwavari zvishoma, uye vanoda kuva neni zvakanyanya, havasati vandikwanirisa. Pane imwe nguva ndakanga ndisingavapi zvakawanda sezvavaida kuti amai vangu vaende, zvino vava kuda zvakapetwa katatu. Asi ndanzwisisa izvi, ndichaedza, uye ivo vachanzwisisa kuti ndinogara ndiripo uye ini handidi kukumbirwa uye kukamurwa. Zvino nezvemwana. Pandakabata pamuviri kechipiri, ndakaverenga mabhuku akawanda pamusoro pekubereka kwepanyama uye ndakaona zvikanganiso zvose zvandakaita mukuzvarwa kwekutanga. Zvese zvakachinja mandiri, uye ndakatanga kuona kuti sei uye kupi, uye ndiani wekubereka vana. Sezvo ndaiva nepamuviri, ndakakwanisa kugara muNepal, France, India. Wese munhu akaraira kuberekera muFrance kuitira kuti uve nemubhadharo wakanaka uye kazhinji kugadzikana, imba, basa, inishuwarenzi, vanachiremba, nezvimwe. Takamboedza kugara ikoko asi handina kuzvifarira, ndaiva ndatoora moyo, kwaibhowa, kutonhora, murume wangu aishanda, ndaifamba nemapatya kwehafu yezuva, ndichishuva nyanza nezuva. Ipapo takasarudza kusatambura ndokumhanyira kudzokera kuIndia kwenguva yakati. Ndakawana nyamukuta paInternet, mushure mekutarisa album yandakaona kuti ndichazvara naye. Iri dambarefu raive nevaviri vane vana, uye kutarira kamwe chete kwakakwana kuti unzwisise kufara nekupenya kwavakaita vese. Vaive vamwe vanhu nevamwe vana!
Takasvika kuIndia, takasangana nevasikana vane pamuviri pamhenderekedzo yegungwa, vakandipa zano mumwe nyamukuta akanga atoenda kuGoa uye aipa zvidzidzo zvevakadzi vane pamuviri. Ndakaita senge lecture, mukadzi wacho aive akanaka, asi handina kunzwa kuwirirana naye. Zvose zvakamhanyira pamusoro - kuti ndigare naye uye ndisingachatyi kuti ndaizosara ndoga pakuberekwa, kana kutenda uye kumirira mumwe "kubva pamufananidzo". Ndakasarudza kuvimba uye kumirira. Akasvika. Takasangana uye ndakawira murudo pakutanga pakuona! Akanga ane mutsa, ane hanya, saamai vechipiri: haana kumanikidzira chero chinhu uye, chinonyanya kukosha, akanga akadzikama, setangi, mune chero mamiriro ezvinhu. Uye akabvumawo kuuya kwatiri uye kutiudza zvose zvaidiwa, zvakasiyana, uye kwete muboka, sezvo boka revakadzi vane pamuviri nevarume vavo vaitaura chiRussian, uye akatiudza zvose zvakasiyana muchiChirungu kuitira kuti murume aizonzwisisa. Vasikana vese mumbereko yakadai vakazvarira kumba, vane varume nanyamukuta. Pasina vanachiremba. Kana paine, tekisi inodanwa, uye munhu wese anoenda kuchipatara, asi ini handisati ndanzwa izvi. Asi pakupera kwevhiki ndakaona kuungana kwaamai vaine vana vadiki vemazuva matanhatu-6 pagungwa, munhu wese aigezesa vacheche mumafungu anotonhorera uye vaifara zvakanyanya, vachifara uye vachifara. Kuzvarwa chaiko. Manheru, zvisinei, ndakaziva kuti ndakanga ndichisununguka (zvisati zvadaro, pakanga pane kurovedza kuderera kwevhiki), ndakafara uye ndakatanga kuimba mazamu. Paunodziimba pane kuridza mhere, kurwadziwa kunopera. Isu takaimba kwete vanhu vekuRussia, hongu, asi takangodhonza "aaaa-ooo-uuu" nezwi redu, sezvaunoda. Kuimba kwakadzama kwazvo. Saka ndakaimba seizvi kurwa kwese kusvika pakuedza. Anoedza ini, kutaura zvinyoro, kushamisika. Mubvunzo wangu wekutanga mushure mekusundirwa kwekutanga waive (nemeso akatenderera): "Chii icho?" Ndakafunga kuti chimwe chinhu chakanga chisina kumira zvakanaka. Nyamukuta, kufanana nenyanzvi yepfungwa dzakaoma musoro, anoti: “Eya, zorora, ndiudze zvawakanzwa, kuti kwakaitika sei.” Ndinoti ndakapotsa ndazvara mhata. Akamboramba akanyarara achinyumwa, ndikaziva kuti ndarova! Uye IZVI zvakauya kechipiri uye kwete yekupedzisira - ndakanga ndisingatarisiri kurwadziwa kwakadaro. Dai pasina murume wangu wandaibata nemaoko pese pese pakutunda kwete nyamukuta aiti zvese zviri kufamba zvakanaka ndingadai ndakasiya ndaita cesarean.
Kazhinji, mwana akashambira achipinda mudziva remba rinoputika mushure memaawa masere. Pasina kupopota, izvo zvakandifadza, nokuti vana, kana zvinhu zvose zvakanaka, musachema - vanogunun'una. Akazeya chimwe chinhu uye akabva atanga kudya mazamu, zviri nyore uye zviri nyore. Vakabva vamugeza, vakamuunza kumubhedha wangu, uye isu, kwete, kwete isu - akarara, uye ini nemurume wangu takagara kunze kwehafu yezuva nevasikana. Hatina kucheka rukuvhute kwemaawa gumi nemaviri, ndiko kuti, kusvika manheru. Vaida kumboisiya kwezuva rose, asi vasikana vaifarira nhokwe yairara pedyo nebeche iri mundiro yakavharwa. Rukuvhute rwakadamburwa parwakanga rusingachaputsi ndokutanga kuoma. Ichi chinhu chakakosha zvikuru. Iwe haugone kuicheka nekukasira semuzvipatara zvematernity. Imwe nguva pamusoro pemhepo - takanga tine mimhanzi yakanyarara, uye pakanga pasina chiedza - makenduru mashomanana chete. Kana mucheche akabuda murima muchipatara chemadzimai anosununguka, chiedza chinokuvadza maziso ake, tembiricha inochinja, ruzha rwakapoterera, vanomunzwa, vanomupidigura, vanomuisa pachikero chinotonhora, uye zvakanakisisa kumupa pfupi. nguva kuna mai vake. Anesu, akazviratidza mukati merima, pasi pemantras, mukunyarara, uye akaramba ari pachipfuva chake kusvikira arara ... Uye neruvhu, iyo ichiri kuibatanidza ne placenta. Panguva iyo kuedza kwangu kwakatanga, mapatya angu akamuka uye akatya, murume wangu akaenda kunovadzikamisa, asi mukana chete wekuita izvi kuratidza kuti zvese zvakanaka naamai vangu (zvishoma) J. Akavaunza kwandiri, vakandibata maoko ndokundikurudzira. Ndakati hazvina kundikuvadza, uye mumasekondi ndakatanga kuchema (kuimba) J. Vakanga vakamirira hanzvadzi yavo, zvino vasati vaoneka vakabva varara kwemaminitsi mashanu. Achingooneka vakabva vamutswa ndokuratidzwa. Mufaro waisaziva muganhu! Kusvikira ikozvino, mweya mairi hauiti tii. Tinokura sei? Yekutanga izamu nguva dzose uye kwese kwese, pakudiwa. Chechipiri, tiri vatatu tanga tichirara tese pamubhedha mumwe kubva pakuzvarwa uye gore rose. Ndaipfeka muchipfuramabwe, ndakanga ndisina chokufambisa. Ndakaedza kakawanda kumuisa mustroller, asi anogara kweinenge maminitsi gumi, anobva atanga kubuda. Iye zvino ndatanga kufamba, zvino zvave nyore, tave kutofamba mumugwagwa nemakumbo. Takazadzisa kudiwa kwe "kuva naamai kwemwedzi 9 nemwedzi 9 naamai", uye nokuda kweizvi mwana akandipa mubairo nekudzikama kusiri kwechokwadi, kunyemwerera uye kuseka zuva rega rega. Akachema kwegore rino, pamwe kashanu… Zvakanaka, haugone kutaura zvaari J! Handina kumbofunga kuti kune vana vakadai! Munhu wese anokatyamadzwa naye. Ndinogona kuenda naye kushanya, kunotenga, kune bhizinesi, kune ese marudzi emapepa. Hapana matambudziko kana kutsamwa. Akapedzawo gore munyika nhanhatu uye mugwagwa, uye ndege, uye mota, uye zvitima, uye mabhazi, uye zvikepe zvakatsungirira nyore kupfuura chero ani wedu. Anorara kana kujairana nevamwe, achivarova nekushamwaridzana uye kunyemwerera. Chinhu chinonyanya kukosha ndechekubatana kwandinonzwa naye. Izvi hazvigone kutsanangurwa. Zvakafanana neshinda pakati pedu, ndinoinzwa sechikamu changu. Handikwanise kusimudza izwi rangu kwaari, kana kumugumbura, ndoda kurova papa nembama.