Jenny Sugar apedza makumi emakore achirwa zvinotyisa uye zvinorwadza mburwa pachiso chake, kunyangwe mhinduro iri muzita rake rekupedzisira! Zvinotoshamisa ndezvokuti akasarudza kusiya chimwe chigadzirwa kuti arape matambudziko ake emudumbu, asi zvakazoitika kuti izvi zvakakanganisawo mamiriro eganda rake.
“Handifi ndakakanganwa pandakanga ndichichengeta mwana rimwe zuva kubva kukoreji uye kamwana kane gore kakaratidza bundu rechikara pachirebvu changu. Ndakamboedza kunzvenga nzvenga nekumuvhiringa netoyi asi akaramba achinongedza. Amai vakanditarisa netsitsi ndokungoti, “Ehe, ane bo-bo.”
Kubva ipapo, makore anopfuura 10 apfuura, panguva iyo ndakatambura nepundu. Ndakanga ndisina mburwa dzinotyisa dzaivhara kumeso kwangu kwese, asi dambudziko rangu nderekuti ndaigara ndiine mapundu mahombe semhuno yaRudolph, mapundu akadzika, achirwadza uye akatsvuka. Hapana kana nguva yandakanzwa kusununguka: pakabuda bundu rimwe chete, mamwe matsva akati wandei akabuda.
Ndakanga ndichinyara zvikuru sezvaipfuurira kusvikira ku30 yangu. Ndakashanyira dermatologist uyo akasarudza kuchenesa ganda rangu pamberi pezuva remuchato wangu muna August 2008, asi mishonga yemazuva ano yakaoma panguva iyoyo yakangoita kuti ganda rangu rive rakatsvuka uye rakatsamwa, ganda rangu harina kujeka zvachose. Mushure memakore makumi matatu, mimba yangu miviri yakabatsira zvishoma (ndinokutendai, mahomoni!), Asi mushure mekuberekwa kwemwana mumwe nomumwe, acne yakadzoka. Ndainge ndava nemakore ekuma30 uye ndichiri nemapundu.
Ndinorapa sei mburwa?
Yakanga isati yasvika muna Ndira 2017, pandakacheka shuga kwemwedzi wese sechikamu chezvisungo zvangu zveGore Idzva, pandakasangana neganda rakapfava, rakajeka kekutanga. Kutaura zvazviri, ndakasiya shuga, kwete yeganda rangu (handina kuziva kuti yaizobatsira), asi nokuda kwekuedza kwega, kurapa dumbu rairwadza kwemwedzi mitanhatu uye chiremba wangu haana kukwanisa kuziva kuti chii chakanga chisina kunaka. it.
Handina kungonzwa zviri nani mushure mevhiki yechipiri, ndisina kuzvimba kana matambudziko ekugaya, asi matema aive ari pachirebvu changu kubva pandaiva nemakore gumi nemaviri akangoerekana anyangarika. Ndakaramba ndakatarisa pagirazi ndichitarisira kuti bundu richabuda, asi ganda rangu rakaramba rakajeka kwemwedzi wose.
Shuga ndiro dambudziko here?
Mwedzi wapera, ndakafunga kupembera nechokoreti chepamba. Kurarama pasina mapai, makeke, ice cream nechokoreti kwemazuva makumi matatu kwakanga kwakaoma zvikuru. Mushure mevhiki yekudya zvishoma zveshuga chena zuva rega rega, dumbu rangu rakaenda kuhondo zvakare, uye zvechokwadi chiso changu zvakare.
Ndakafara kwazvo…uye ndakatsamwa. Handina kubvuma kuti ndakanga ndawana chigadzirwa chaigona kuporesa ganda rangu uye kudzivirira mburwa uye kuti zvakanga zviri nyore kwazvo, asi kurapwa kwacho kwaityisa zvechokwadi! Shuga? Hapana dessert mushure mekudya kwemanheru? Hapasisina kubika? Hapana chokoreti?!
Ndorarama sei manje
Ndingori munhu wenyama. Uye zita rangu rekupedzisira ndiShuga (Shuga inoshandurwa kubva kuChirungu se "shuga"), saka zvakanga zvisingaiti kuti ndirarame 100% pasina masiwiti. Ndakawana nzira dzekudya zvihwitsi zvaisakanganisa chiso changu (kana mudumbu). Ndakadzidza kushandisa mabhanana nemazuva pakubika, kugadzira madhiri asina kutapira seshuga chena, uye ndinogona kunakidzwa nechokoreti ndichishandisa cocoa poda mumabikirwo. Ice cream kazhinji iri nyore - ndinongogadzira ice cream yebhanana ndichishandisa muchero wakaomeswa nechando.
Kutaura chokwadi, zvinotapira hazvina kukodzera kuve nemhedzisiro yakaipa pandiri. Kunyangwe ndichiyedzwa ndichiona vanhu vachifarira makeke kumabiko kana kudya makeke kumakofi, ndinokurumidza kukunda nekuti. Ndinotenda kuti ndakawana chigadzirwa chimwe chete chandinogona kudzivisa kana ndichida kutaridzika uye kunzwa ndine utano.. Izvi hazvirevi kuti handimbodyi shuga zvachose. Ndinogona kunakidzwa nekurumwa zvishoma (uye kuda sekondi yega yega), asi ndinoziva kushata kwazvinoita kana ndikadya tani uye zvinondichengeta.
Ndinoshuva kuti dai ndakaziva nezve izvi mujunior high nekuti zvingadai zvakachengetedza makumi emakore ekubatwa kwakashata kweganda rangu. Kana iwe uchirwara nehunyu uye mishonga uye kumwe kurapwa kusashanda, shuga inogona kunge iri honzeri. Hazvishamisi here kuti mburwa inogona kurapwa nyore nyore? Iwe hauzomboziva zvechokwadi kunze kwekunge waedza. Uye chii chaunofanira kurasikirwa nacho?"